New Beginnings - Ch. 6

Morning felt really nice, feel all relaxed, but the memory still stirred around. So I have a choice, but then I don’t. Why does life has to be so hard and difficult. I pulled the covers off of me, and glanced out the door, seeing no Aaron.
I went into the kitchen, going to make breakfast for Aaron, all the help he did for me. I pulled out a frying pan and started to make scrambled eggs. I placed bread in the toaster, while I put bacon in the other skillet.
"What’s going on?" Aaron yawned then saw me cooking. "You cook?"
"Yeah, I am a lady and I lived alone for awhile, do yes, I cook," I smugly declared.
"Let me help you," he offered, walking near me.
"Hey, I’m cooking!"
"Calm yourself," he grabbed the spatula from my hands. "You can always use the extra help."

"I like doing things my way," I quickly said.
"Other ways are fine too," he whispered against my ear and shivers went down my spine.
I moved over to let Aaron ‘help’ me out with breakfast, but he pulled me back to him.
"Stay here, my love."
"Please quit saying that, you’re my tutor," I moaned.
"Well, I can still say such things. It’s nature for men to go after women," then he brushed a lock of hair away from my eyes.
"What if I say I’m off limits?"
"Then I’ll take you out of off limits then put you back in off limits," he laughed.
"What if I say you’re too old for me?"
"Yeah, like that’s going to stop it. I’m only what two years older than you. You’re just worried what might come between us."

Definitely, I thought. "No I’m not, I’m not worried about you."
"I know you are. Including I know you’re lying about not worrying about me, I know you worry about me," he softly said. "I can feel your vibe."
"Oh, whatever," I huffed out and flipped the bacon then some grease popped onto me. "Ouch!"
Aaron grabbed my hand and wiped it with a wet towel. Then he inspected my hand, seeing nothing. He let my hand go and gave me the spatula.
"I’ll do the bacon, so you won’t hurt yourself again," he smiled.
My heart fluttered, never actually felt this kind of love before. I smiled and flipped the eggs around.

"So, what if I asked you out?" Aaron smoothly said.
I just kept my eyes on the eggs, so it won’t burn. Try to avoid the question, Amanda! "Huh, do you want anything with your eggs? Uh, ketchup, milk, cheese…"
Suddenly I was whipped around and I was pinned to a counter, seeing Aaron holding me tightly against it.
"Amanda, quit avoiding it!" he angrily declared.
I closed my eyes, trying to avoid his angry expressions.
"Amanda, please look at me."
"Why?" I muttered.
"I love you! I want to be with you, but you seem to push away when I get close. Please don’t do that," he moaned, seeing me starting to cry.
"You know I’m afraid that I’ll hurt you. I do like you, but with my powers coming in, I’m afraid I’ll hurt," I softly said.

"You won’t, remember I am a tutor. I chose this job for a reason, if I get hurt, it’s part of my job," he whispered.
I looked up to Aaron, and he wiped my tears away from my cheeks. He kept his hands on my face, and he placed his face near mind. I closed my eyes again and then he kissed me.
I tried to fight him, but it seems like whenever I struggled, we got closer. So I quit fighting against my emotions and just start kissing him back. Something caught against my nose and it smelt like smoke.
"Mmm," I harshly moaned and tried to pull away from Aaron.
He pulled away and stared at me. "What honey?"
"The food is one fire!" I screeched.
"Shit! Stay there, I’ll fix this," then he ran over to the fire and poured water on the stove. The fire calmed down and it stopped.

"See what happens when you distract me!" I harshly said.
"Oh well. It was worth it," he smiled while he walked towards me, then he kissed me again.
"Aaron!"
"What? You are meant to be with me," he kissed my cheek.
I gave a half smile and hugged him. "I guess so."
He hugged me back, keeping hold on me as long as possible, I presume, until I would shrug away, but I didn’t want to leave him.
"What are we going to do about food?" I asked.
"Don’t worry about it. I’ll made breakfast," he smiled and pinched my nose. "So, sit down at the table."
I glared at him and he glared back, so I took my chances and stayed where I am.
"Amanda, do you have to make life so difficult for me?" he asked.
"Sure, you make my life difficult."

"Can you please sit so I can make something? This all is my fault," he softly said.
"But, yet, I told you I am perfectly fine making the food. You just don’t listen to others."
Suddenly I was whipped around and Aaron tightly held me. His fingers held me firmly and my skin start to ached.
"You make things harder to fight for," he whispered.
I stood there, his arms wrapped around me like I’m a prisoner. I tried to slip away, but his grasp is too strong.
"Amanda," he murmured in my ear. "I want you."
Then something struck my heart; fear and love. My heart started to race and I quickly closed my eyes.

"I want you badly, but I’m not going to do anything unless you say so."
I am petrified in place, wanting to move, but my body didn’t respond.
"Amanda," he softly said and nuzzled his face against my neck.
"Aaron," I gasped. "I can’t do it, I’m sorry, but I’m afraid," I quickly let out.
"Mmm, alright, but I’m still going to cook breakfast."
"Alright," I quickly said and he slowly let me go.
I walked towards the table and sat down. My heart is still racing from Aaron’s request. I tried to get my mind running in different directions, but it seems like it looped back to Aaron.
"Why?" I moaned then laid my head on the table.
"Why what?" Aaron asked.
I just ignored him, trying to get myself back my normal state. I closed my eyes, so I can think better within the darkness behind my eye lids.

"What’s wrong?" Aaron’s voice echoed through my ears. "What the hell?"
I quickly opened my eyes to see Aaron staring at me. I started to panic and looked at my hands, which they are gradually catching on fire.
"Amanda, control yourself! You’ll catch the place of fire!" he quickly said.
I closed my eyes again, trying to sooth my anger and frustration out, then the fire slowly diminished. I opened my eyes again and started to cry.
"Amanda, don’t cry, it wasn’t your fault your angry. This is all me."
"No, its all my fault because I let my emotions get to me. I’m so mad at myself and not even funny."
"Why are you mad at yourself? There is no reason to," Aaron softly said.
"There is always a reason for me to get upset. I’m so emotional that this is starting to hurt me because of the demonic powers. I’m better off dead…"
"Don’t you EVER say that Amanda! EVER!" he shouted and I jerked back. "You are too nice and sweet to go wasted, and you will have your powers under control. I won’t let you turn evil or won’t let you kill yourself, Amanda, bad enough I didn’t like life until you came into mine."

I glance up and saw Aaron punch his fist into the wall. Fear overwhelmed me, and I pulled my legs up to my chest. I buried my head in my legs, trying to calm myself down.
"Amanda," his hands touched my shoulders. "When I meant I wanted you, and I meant it. There is something about you that makes me what to live, like you’re soul holding on to mine."
I glanced up and saw Aaron staring at me, and I smirked.
"Do you really believe that my soul is holding on to your’s?" I softly asked.
"Hell yes. I never felt this way before until you came. Like I said, we’re meant to be, and I meant it," he smoothly said and carefully picked me up.

I quickly closed my eyes and put my face into Aaron’s chest, smelling his cologne on his body. My fingers dug into his shirt, praying he won’t drop me.
"Calm down, I won’t let you fall."
I calmed myself and opened my eyes, seeing darkness and then a bed. I started to panic and I tried to even my breath.
"Mmm, Amanda, I love how you are so calm, but you really aren’t," he muttered.
"I’m not calm, I’m scared alright! I never got his far and we don’t know each other that much, and you want to take me to bed?" I quickly said.
"Amanda, you’re going to be my one and only. If you don’t like it, then I’d live the rest of my life alone. You make me feel alive Amanda, and I want to test it out," his voice got down to a whisper.

"But…then it’s going to be my first…" I trailed off.
"So? That means you get to try it out, on me," he snickered.
He laid me on the bed and started to kiss me. I placed my hands on his shoulders, not knowing what to do with them. His hands slithered under my shirt, making me shudder to his touch.
"Amanda, undress me," he murmured.
I stared at him, not knowing what to say. He grabbed my hand and put it on his belt.
"Undo it, don’t be afraid."
I tried to get my fingers moving, but I am so afraid.
"Here, I’ll help you," he muttered and whipping off the belt. "Now the rest is super easy."
"I can’t," I muttered. "I’m afraid."
Aaron heavily sighed and then stared into my eyes. "Do you want to do this?"
"Well, sorta, but my fear keeps getting in the way," I whispered.
"I just don’t want to take advantage…"

"Aaron, huh, this may sound weird, but I think that’s the better way for me."
"What? You want me to take advantage over you?"
"Yes, it’ll be better than me freezing on you, and if I start freaking out, don’t stop."
"I’m not doing that to you!" he angrily said.
"Aaron, you want me, but I’m afraid. Just do it and it may make me break my fear."
"No! I’m not doing that to you!" he strongly said.
"Just do it! Alright! I need a push that’s all! I’m afraid and can’t help it, please, if you want me, you’d do it!" I yelled at him.
He growled and started to kiss me. I can feel my heart rate start to increase, and my body heat to rise. I grabbed his shoulders again and then he started to tug at my clothes. I gasped when his mouth clamped to my breast.
"Aaron," I gasped.
His mouth traveled down my body and he kissed my stomach. I arch up and he licked my belly button. I moaned and then he tugged my pajama bottoms off.
"Aaron?" I muttered.

"What’s wrong babe?"
"I’m scared," I muttered.
"Don’t be, I’ll take good care of you," he gently said.
I watched him slip his clothes off, and I saw his cock. I started to panic and Aaron must’ve sensed it.
"Don’t panic, you’ll be fine."
He put his body on mine and he started to kiss me. I squirmed a bit, couldn’t get anywhere. His hand slid down my body and parted my legs.
"Aaron?" I muttered.
"Shh, don’t worry babe," he started to go into me. "Man, you’re tight."

I didn’t know what he exactly means, but it hurt each time he tried to enter me.
"Amanda, I love you, and nothing is going to stop me from loving you…" and suddenly he jammed into me. I screamed out in pain and Aaron started to move in and out of me.
"Amanda, you’re fine. This part is the better part," he softly said.
The pain went away and pleasure came. He thrusted in and out of me, bringing arches. He clamped on to a breast and started to go faster and harder. Each time he hit, my back hit the headboard. He’s so strong and slick that he know how to get me going. He slowed down before I cummed, and we shifted positions.
"Go ahead babe, do your worse," he said.
I was confused by his statement, not knowing what to do.
"Here, I’ll help."

He grabbed my waist and slid me around his cock. I gasped when it slipped into me, feeling it fill me. Then Aaron started to make me hop, making him go in and out of me. I gasped and moaned at each time. I didn’t know what to do, then he flipped over onto me again.
"I need to teach you about sex babe. You can be excellent at this," he purred.
He made me grab the headboard and then he kissed my ass. Shivers went up my spine and then he harshly entered me. I yelled and he started to nudge me, making me aware of the extension inside me. He started to thrust again, but he pushed harder than before, making me cry out his name. Each time he thrusts, our flesh touched and I moaned. He pushed harder and harder until I started to see black spots in my vision. He stopped and groaned heavily, feeling all the tension dissipate and I knew he filled me up.
"Aaron, I feel weak," I muttered and fell onto the bed.

"Same here, are you scared anymore?" he asked.
"Not really, you broke it."
Aaron cuddled up next to me, "You are mine forever babe."
That sounded nice, and I smiled. "Alright, Aaron. I’m going to sleep, you going to sleep too?"
"Yup, and your staying right here, right beside me," he yawned and then kissed my neck.
"I love you Aaron," and I drifted asleep.