Never Alone 7
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***Riella's POV***
"Um...Evrick, I'll call you in a while. We'll hang out later. I think I need to talk with Cam." I whispered close to tears.
"Of course." He said smiling, completely understanding. And with that, he disappeared out of the window. Cam and I just stood there staring at each other. Cam was the boy who had ruined me. He had cheated on me with a girl i thought was my best friend in the world. Her name was Kara. We were very close. We did everything together and one day I went to her house and sure enough, his mouth was attached to hers. My heart had broken. I had never felt that kind of pain. Ever.
"Why the hell are you here?" I spat, no pity in my voice.
"In case you haven't noticed, I'm DEAD. I didn't even think you would be able to see me! THIS is why you always acted so strange!" He stepped closer.
I looked down at the floor. "Why didn't you ever tell me!?" he pleaded.
"Why do you think!? I'm a freak Cam. Plus you wouldn't have believed me! And, let's not forget you took a liking to Matty."
This made his eyes lose its shine as realization over took them. "Riri, you don't know the who sto-"
"THE WHOLE STORY!? My best friend and my first love MADE OUT. I was cheated on! You stopped loving me! I get it! I do know the whole story!" i was so mad, my vision turned red.
He paused, staring into my eyes..."You think I stopped loving you.." he whispers. He reached his hand out to touch my face. His icy fingers ran against my cheek making me shiver. "I've missed you everyday since you moved away."
"I wish I could say the same." i spat. Truth was I had missed him. But he had hurt me.....and I had Evrick. Evrick had repaired that gaping hole Cam had left.
"So is he your boyfriend." he said gesturing with his head across the street to Evrick's house. I blushed but didn't answer.
"How did you die?" i whisper, changing the subject.
"Who says I'm dead? Maybe I just have really cold hands." he says grinning. I fought the urge to smile but lost. "That's the Riri I know." Cam whispers tracing my lips with his fingers. I clear my thought and turn around.
"I'm serious."
"I overdosed." he shrugged like it was no big deal.
"You WHAT!?"
"Riri, I love you. It hurt everyday I wasn't with you, and when realization took over, and I knew I had lost my chance to be with you.....I...I couldn't take the pain."
"I did this to you?" I whisper, tears filling my eyes. I had...killed him
"No, my heart did."
I couldn't take it. Knowing if I would have just forgiving him, he wouldn't have died. But then I would have never met Evrick. Either way though, I felt terrible. I wrapped my arms around his ice-cold waste and hugged him tight."I'm so sorry." I start sobbing into his chest. "I should have just forgiven you."
"No..you're not that kind of person. I understand Riri, you ain't nobody's fool. Plus, you hated me any ways." he smiled.
"No..I just..despised you!" he chuckled. 'I didn't want you dead though!"
"Can you ever forgive me?" he whispered burying his face in my hair, just like old times.
I nodded and start to cry harder and harder into his chest. Cam was dead. I would never feel his WARM hugs. His face would forever be a pale porcelain color. Not the blushing, tan, jock I was used to.
"Shhhh..Riri don't cry. Oh god, please don't cry. It breaks my heart. Please don't."
But I couldn't stop. I felt so guilty.
"That day with Kara, I was so drunk. I thought...I thought she was you. You two just looked SO ALIKE."
"Oh my god..." this made me pause. He didn't do it on purpose....
"But when I saw you crying. And you wouldn't answer you phone. And I heard you started cutting yourself....." I glanced down at my scarred wrists. That had been a hard time. "I...couldn't forgive myself."
I pulled away and took Cam's face between my hands. "How about we get you off to heaven?"
"No Riri." he says pulling away.
"What?..."
"No. I'm staying here, I'm going to protect you."
"You can't do that." I whisper.
"Says who?" his eyes were suddenly serious.
"Cam, don't make me hate you just as I was about to start to forgive you...." I threatened.
"Fine...but I'm going to protect you...until I leave." he says pointing to the sky.
"FINE!"
"FINE!"
"Ugh! CAM YOU ARE A PAIN!" wow..this was like old times. I stomped away and closed the door to my bathroom, knowing that wouldn't keep Cam out. Within moments Cam was there too.
He took my head between his ice hands "Listen to me! I am staying here whether you like it or not, GOT IT?!"
"You sound like my dad!"
"You aren't leaving my sight." And with that he sat on the toilet. This....was going to be a long week.
"Um...Evrick, I'll call you in a while. We'll hang out later. I think I need to talk with Cam." I whispered close to tears.
"Of course." He said smiling, completely understanding. And with that, he disappeared out of the window. Cam and I just stood there staring at each other. Cam was the boy who had ruined me. He had cheated on me with a girl i thought was my best friend in the world. Her name was Kara. We were very close. We did everything together and one day I went to her house and sure enough, his mouth was attached to hers. My heart had broken. I had never felt that kind of pain. Ever.
"Why the hell are you here?" I spat, no pity in my voice.
"In case you haven't noticed, I'm DEAD. I didn't even think you would be able to see me! THIS is why you always acted so strange!" He stepped closer.
I looked down at the floor. "Why didn't you ever tell me!?" he pleaded.
"Why do you think!? I'm a freak Cam. Plus you wouldn't have believed me! And, let's not forget you took a liking to Matty."
This made his eyes lose its shine as realization over took them. "Riri, you don't know the who sto-"
"THE WHOLE STORY!? My best friend and my first love MADE OUT. I was cheated on! You stopped loving me! I get it! I do know the whole story!" i was so mad, my vision turned red.
He paused, staring into my eyes..."You think I stopped loving you.." he whispers. He reached his hand out to touch my face. His icy fingers ran against my cheek making me shiver. "I've missed you everyday since you moved away."
"I wish I could say the same." i spat. Truth was I had missed him. But he had hurt me.....and I had Evrick. Evrick had repaired that gaping hole Cam had left.
"So is he your boyfriend." he said gesturing with his head across the street to Evrick's house. I blushed but didn't answer.
"How did you die?" i whisper, changing the subject.
"Who says I'm dead? Maybe I just have really cold hands." he says grinning. I fought the urge to smile but lost. "That's the Riri I know." Cam whispers tracing my lips with his fingers. I clear my thought and turn around.
"I'm serious."
"I overdosed." he shrugged like it was no big deal.
"You WHAT!?"
"Riri, I love you. It hurt everyday I wasn't with you, and when realization took over, and I knew I had lost my chance to be with you.....I...I couldn't take the pain."
"I did this to you?" I whisper, tears filling my eyes. I had...killed him
"No, my heart did."
I couldn't take it. Knowing if I would have just forgiving him, he wouldn't have died. But then I would have never met Evrick. Either way though, I felt terrible. I wrapped my arms around his ice-cold waste and hugged him tight."I'm so sorry." I start sobbing into his chest. "I should have just forgiven you."
"No..you're not that kind of person. I understand Riri, you ain't nobody's fool. Plus, you hated me any ways." he smiled.
"No..I just..despised you!" he chuckled. 'I didn't want you dead though!"
"Can you ever forgive me?" he whispered burying his face in my hair, just like old times.
I nodded and start to cry harder and harder into his chest. Cam was dead. I would never feel his WARM hugs. His face would forever be a pale porcelain color. Not the blushing, tan, jock I was used to.
"Shhhh..Riri don't cry. Oh god, please don't cry. It breaks my heart. Please don't."
But I couldn't stop. I felt so guilty.
"That day with Kara, I was so drunk. I thought...I thought she was you. You two just looked SO ALIKE."
"Oh my god..." this made me pause. He didn't do it on purpose....
"But when I saw you crying. And you wouldn't answer you phone. And I heard you started cutting yourself....." I glanced down at my scarred wrists. That had been a hard time. "I...couldn't forgive myself."
I pulled away and took Cam's face between my hands. "How about we get you off to heaven?"
"No Riri." he says pulling away.
"What?..."
"No. I'm staying here, I'm going to protect you."
"You can't do that." I whisper.
"Says who?" his eyes were suddenly serious.
"Cam, don't make me hate you just as I was about to start to forgive you...." I threatened.
"Fine...but I'm going to protect you...until I leave." he says pointing to the sky.
"FINE!"
"FINE!"
"Ugh! CAM YOU ARE A PAIN!" wow..this was like old times. I stomped away and closed the door to my bathroom, knowing that wouldn't keep Cam out. Within moments Cam was there too.
He took my head between his ice hands "Listen to me! I am staying here whether you like it or not, GOT IT?!"
"You sound like my dad!"
"You aren't leaving my sight." And with that he sat on the toilet. This....was going to be a long week.
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