"Never Again"

I'm so naive when it comes to you
I'm so weak when it comes to your words.
I wanted you to be madly in love with me.
My feelings for you were strong.
I honestly cared about you,
even when I thought I was too young to care for anyone.
I can't believe I actually cared for me too.
Now I sit back terrified, thinking I'm destined to an eternity of loneliness.
Circumstances were hard I truly understand,
but your guilt and confusion slapped me in my face,
and pierced my heart until I could no longer find my breath.
Was this truly necessary?
What went through your mind?
All that crossed mine was that what did I say or do that was so wrong?
I thought my world ended all over you.
How stupid of me.
I now will build my wall so tall and thick, that no one shall ever reach me.
I will never let my guard down and crumble at their feet.
I will never be a fool for love or lust, whatever it was.
I will never fall so fast to where I can't pick myself back up.
Like I did with you.
NEVER AGAIN.