My Worst Nightmares…All Lived Tonight

Watching the rain pour down at night
This sight gives me a horrible fright
Knowing a scar will be here soon
Looking up at a crying silver moon

Crying, weeping, gasping for breath
Hoping the shadow at my closet is death
She gets up and looks him in the eyes
In his eyes she sees all those horrible lies

As she begin to reach for the blade
Watching all the bright lights fade
Wishing all the screaming would stop
Dying on the bunk she lays atop

Purely chaotic how bad life is
Looking down on the child’s life she lives
Heading for suicide, death is the dream
She is the broken string in the seam

She has so many dreams and wishes
Only to come home to no hugs and kisses
Her family hates her, and wants her to drown
And too all these sights they get her down

Needing someone, she cries alone at night
Needing no more dark, only needing light
Crying alone, on soft winter's snow
Wishing the only thing to say was no

Silencing all the dark harsh screams
Only thing on her mind is her steam
Seeing the blood rush out is her game
Wishing this game will give her fame

You don’t know how many tears she's cried
And or how many times she's lied
Looking for the stars as the sun goes down
Only knowing they all have frowns

To scream, to breathe some air
But for her to breathe is very rare
Inventing her challenges through tears and blood
Only too lead to one gigantic flood

My hands are tied, 2 worlds alone
Seeing the blade reach the bone
Belts grew tight as the blast grew loud
Looking up at a dark, dark cloud

They miss my laugh, my smile
I'd admit I’m wrong if they told me
I’m so sick of fights, I hate them
Let’s start over...for real

The girl I’m talking about in here, she is me, p.s. I’m only 11 so tell me how you think I did!