My Unborn Child

My unborn child,
As the clock ticks closer and closer to your arrival.
I hope one day you'll understand,
The evil I demolished,
The tears that have fallen, &
The pain that's been spoken since the time you were a fetus.

I try to sleep; every night as my head collapse on the pillow.
But from the constant tossing and turning, I lie awake. Thinking of the constant fighting, and bickering over you.

You were first, a positive to every 4 test I took.
Then the thought after every waking moment after morning sickness...
Now, nothing but rage of what your names going to be,
My son,
Christian Richard Robert wolf.
Remembering how your dad and I met.
Every detail that changed my life,
Changed my mind...

Changed the way I look at him.
I hope when we meet my child, you'll have his eyes.
Finding hope
& strength
& his heart as if he wore it on his sleeve.
Getting through the thick & thin,
By just the sight of you'll eyes.

So precious,
Tossing & turning,
Kicking & stretching...
You're worth the pain. the day you decide to join us.
As like its worth; falling into love,
You either risk get your heart broken or stick within the downfalls & win the rewards.
Son, as you lie within my uterus,

Listen to mommy, daddy's & grandmas voices.
Well be the 1st to see you,
Watching you take your 1st breathe in the world of making mistakes.
My unborn child,
Daddy and I made a beautiful miracle.
As mommies and daddies do.
Granted we were to young at the time,
But you were a blessing,
Behind every event happening.