My Punishment From God

Well you see there was this boy. There was the bed. And yea. It was the best ever. I really wanted it then.....but now I don’t. I thought we were going to be just him and me. We were gona be THE couple. But well you see after the night of kissing and loving things are different. He feels different, the spark is gone and the hope is stringing. I wish it didn’t have to be like this. I wish you could be mine. I’m soo confused my mind is swirling in circles. Now it’s up to you to prove to me to wait for your love. I say yea.....or I say no....Dear God show me the way. I’m sooo sorry for the way I treated your work of art, I miss used my body. It was wrong but now I’m feeling the pain. I want this love to work, I want to be his girl. My minds joggling hoping for the truth could he be mine or just another night of dark rooms???