My One and Only

To my one and only, at least at the time
I wonder when you went to sleep, if I was the last thing on your mind,
I wonder if all those words you said you really felt
Or unless you felt them for someone else.

I still close my eyes and think of you a few times a day
Sometimes wishing the thought of you would go away,
Even though, at times, you made my life a drag
I miss you being my little punching bag.

I'd tell nearly everything to you
From what I felt to what I was going through,
I know at times you could care less
But at that time I was turning into a mess.

But I am better now from you not being here
Now you, I cannot fear,
I should've been more careful, I should've known
But because of you I have grown.

Truth is I am friends with your girlfriend
I knew you were lying again,
I couldn't believe you "I still love you"
Especially after all the things you put me though.

So if you ever stumble upon this
I just wanna let you know, it is you I thought I knew that I miss,
So don't break her heart like you did to me
Because you are the only boy she wants to see.