My Life

I'm dreaming hoping to be something in life.
I'm working so hard willing to pay the price.
Tired of this lifestyle and and stupid ways.
Tired of saying the same damn same thing. Over and over again.

I want to leave earth give me some space so move over.
Steps getting higher and higher never lower.
My life is crazy its like spinning a quarter.
But I don't get paid back. I'm never perfect so cut me so slack.

Problems will never leave my sight.
Always there but I tried to get rid of them with all my might.
Even tho I'm not perfect I kind of seem to get things right.
So I spend my time with a pen in my hand and this is what I write.

People don't like what I do and the way I act.
But this is me you talking about so get the facts.
My life has always been hard a damn struggle.
But I always seem to get up and have some extra muscle.

I'll never give up on life god will be there.
Everybody has they life good but that ain't fair.
I have a paper heart it hurts it feels like I have a little tear.
I guess god made my life like this to make me stronger.

For a fact I'll get up and my life will be longer.
Always have energy for anything that's possible.
Keep my head up and become more responsible.
Never say nothing in this world is impossible.

One day I'll be with my holy father.
I'm getting better each day and a little more smarter.
They say if you kill yourself its a sin.
So I choose not to do it I rather be in heaven I choose to win.

God is giving me life giving me hope.
Choose not to be evil like the rest of these folks.
So father when I'm gone I hope you read this.
Because its my family and my real friends that ill truly miss..