My Life Story

First was you Cameron
I trusted you
I loved you
I would have die for you
But you hurt me beyond repair.
Not just the scars on the outside but what you did inside too.
You took something from me I can never get back
You May say I give it to you
But that's not the whole story
Ohhh how I wanted to scream out in pain
But I didn't want you to see my tears, maybe if you had you wouldn't have tried to mess up my life the way you did.
After you it was matt
You were different and I could see that
from the first time I saw you at that park.
It was you I wanted to hold me at night,
But I didn't want you to get Hurt by Cameron lies
So I broke up with you I hated myself after that,
I would cry myself to sleep every night for letting you go.
But then there was you Josh
And you were different once again,
you were the most popular guy i knew
and you liked me.
I was so happy
Because I thought I would be with guys like Cameron my whole life,
and I really liked you too, but Cameron had to get
Involved once again and spread his lies, and you josh believed him so you dumped me
Just like that My heart was ripping in two.

Two guys had broken my heart
And I had broken matts
I wanted it all to end
I shut myself off to the rest of the world
Wishing Cameron would just go away,
And josh would see that the lies about me weren't true.
But then you Ashlee had always liked matt from the day I took you to meet him, and I knew that.
Which hurt me even more you didn't tell me you and matt were together,
It seem everyone was getting on with their
And leaving me behind.
But still yet BRODIE or shall I call you CHLOE
My so called BEST FRIEND, you knew I liked josh and you knew i would get angry if you played him
So that's what you did
Ohh how that p****d me off, that's when I told him
Who you really were.
So my life was in the gutter, and I didn't know
Who to turn to, or who was still my friend.
The scars on my body became wounds
where my pain flowed out with my blood
OHH how I wish I died in my bedroom that night
But if I had I wouldn't have had this other chance
With matt, the true person I loved.
I told the rest of yous to p*** off and that I didn't need little a**h****
Making new cuts on my skin, now I feel lost even through I have found my wings and my angel

But the only thing this lesson has taught me is never fell in love with someone because they say nice things,
Fell in love because you know they love you !

*There's a lot more to the the story but I couldn't bring myself to write it down*