My Last Shout

I'm going now, it's time to leave
It's better this way,
So please don't grieve.
The pain is too much
I can see no way out
Now loved ones and friends,
This is my final shout

How could you all,
Let me go this way.
The loneliness deepens,
With each passing day.
You knew how I hurt.
How the pain grew inside.
I told you, you heard me.
You saw how I cried.

I've seen your lips moving.
Your lies so discreet.
So caring and loving,
Your subtle deceit.
Even in embrace
My despair is ungiving
If I occupy my space
Its you that I'm killing

Society made me
And society kills
So fuck the fake happiness
Half living on pills
If only you had noticed
If only you had cared
Things may have been different
My life could have been spared

So this is my last shout
One glorious tattoo
Raised finger to the world
A final F*CK YOU
Now look back and wonder
What could you have done
For your husband, your brother
Your mate or your son