My Last Good-Bye

I always keep my eyes closed...
Waiting for it to end...
This blade cutting...
Deeper and deeper...
Once I open my eyes...
I know it will all be over...
I'm scared...
I can't open my eyes...
The blood is everywhere!!!
Please lord why?!!
Even though I know...
Once I open my eyes...
It'll all be over!!!
I know he is there...
He's seen what I’ve done...
I don’t want to see...
What kind of expression he has...
I'm afraid to see his expression...
Know that he's seen me...
What will he say???
What will he think???
I'm too scared to think...
Nor even to speak...
Maybe I should...
End it know...
Please ...
Help me...
What should I do???
I shouldn't even ask...
I know what comes next...
But...
I'm scared!!!
Will he even try...
To stop me???
To save my life???
Or will he just...
Say good-bye
Well I guess I will see...
See if he truly...
Loves me...
Here goes...
(Tear)...;(
This may be...
My last good-bye...
I would just like to say...
I'm sorry to all i have hurt...
And please tell him for me...
Tell him...
I...
Love him...
(Stab)
Am I dead...
Did he save me...
Guess for yourself...
There's a bright light up-ahead...