My Heart Fell From My Hands

I don't seem to notice time
Every day of my life
I feel like I'm about to die
I know what this feels like
and there are tears in my eyes.

Everyone around me seems happy
I want to ask them how to live
But they ignore me
How can a life have so much misery like this?
I don't even know what this is.

My heart fell from my hands
Now it's out and it can be harmed
While it fell it got hurt and mad
Now he ignores me for letting him fall.

With no heart and no force to cry
I am empty and with a broken heart
And I learned this throughout all my live
You can't see a broken heart but it sure leaves scars.

Now this is the way to express myself
Since no one else care
I put my feelings in poems
That's a little relief
But some part of my mind is still thinking of how long I will bleed.