My Friends are Gone

They say the heart is the strongest muscle in the body but why does it brake so easy when someone you love is gone? Now I have fallen in a hole and I can't get up. No-body understands me anymore and it hurts so much that I have no-one to talk to. My two friends come into my life when it felt the rest of the world was walking out. I don't know how to let my feelings of pain and hate out. There is a whole in my heart that no one but they can fill. We laughed together, cried together and had fun together. I am trying to be strong but I don't know how much longer I can hang on for! I feel that the only reason I am left in the world is to make people happy. Ever since I lost my friends I have been running away, running away from how I feel, running away from people who do care, and trying to run away from life, and now I want to find my way back but I can't. I can't describe how empty I feel.