My Emotions That Conflict My Heart

I do hope I know
Deep inside my heart
That I am slowly dying
I wish I can alter reality

Realty or illusion?
Are you real or just a reflection?
Are these my artificial feelings
Or, I may have been lifeless for long

I’ve given everything
I’ve sacrificed everything
My time, heart and mind
All my attention is on you

Jealousy, anger, hatred
All these emotions conflicted me
I went berserk and ran to tears
My anger has taken control of me

I had to let go,
My heart won’t let me
My mind let me to
I spent my anger in countless tears

I’ve seen the truth
I can’t accept it, it’s hard
I’ve let go, we will meet someday
Somewhere in this world