My Drug Use

I am an addict
I wonder when it will change
I hear that it is bad
I see that it is
I really do
But what can I say
I am an addict

I pretend that isn't bad
I feel that I have control
I touch a lot of problems
I worry that I can't help
I cry when I use
I cry when I don't
What can I do
I am an addict

I understand that you care
I say that I do to
I dream that I actually do
I hope they no, that
I am an addict