My Dream

I knew all my Dreams were coming true when you came into my life. I remember thinking that I felt like you were meant for me. It's hard knowing that things have changed, and Dreams have changed, but mostly everything that you want in life has changed. I was special; just like the new car that you had to have. I used to thank God that you were mine, and then I would thank him for your love to grow more for me each day.
Like the car, I know that we have to work to maintain a relationship. No one can tell a person though how it feels to have the eyes that once deeply adore the view, what it would be like after seven years when your face is like a fixture in the home. Excitement fades, and angry words can leave you lost and alone. Wondering.....could I leave?
Why? Why did I give my heart to you, why did I fall for you? I wish I could stop loving you, that I could remove every memory of you out of my head forever. I wish that I could leave you and never miss you.This letter is for me, not you, because I am not at that point yet. I'm still loving someone that doesn't love me. Dreaming that you loved me was the nicest Dream I've ever had, and thinking that I was marrying the one person I loved with all my heart...I guess it was all a Dream. {My Dream}