My Choice

I want to make my own life
Not follow the path made for me
I want to choose my destiny
Maybe change the way things are supposed to be

I can't sleep at night
Every thought keeps me awake
Maybe my restlessness
Is my ability
To not follow the path
And make my own mistakes

A mistake you are unaware of
One you hadn't planned
I want to break the cycle
And loose the grip on your hand

Unwillingly thinking of life
All my possible decisions
Thinking of how I could change things
Even with your mapped precision

You control everyone and everything
You have everything arranged
I want it to be different
I want it to be changed

I want to see what you see
All the leading paths
I want to take the road less taken
I want to feel your wrath