My Brother Before

R.I.P Bubby Jordan, he was my best friend, more like my brother, he was also my cousin, but I didn't know that until the day he died. He was so young, he never even got to graduate the 8th grade and move to high school with us, but he'll always be in our hearts and on our minds in everything we do!
Darkness seems to follow me in the horrible nights that are meant to be.
I lay awake in the dark, I lay awake and hear my heart.
It beats so fast, it pounds so hard. I feel the hurt before it starts.
My heart is my heart, my key to me.
My friends time has come to be. The joy, the love, everything was ripped from me.
All who are blind, will come to see, who holds the key.
The Father, The Son, The Spirit, and the tree, of everything-come to be.

We had faults and failures. We laughed until we cried. Seems like those days just flew by.
You broke my heart today, Now I don't know what to say.
I'm still in pain from the fall, Now I can't feel anything at all.
I see you here beside me still, Waiting for my dream come true,
You helped me see that dreams not you, you want me to move on,
To have a life that's never ending, but you see, I can't seem to say goodbye, because I'm still a failure in your eyes.

You were always there to back me up, when people open their mouths and mess up,
It helped to have your around, I finally felt on solid ground,
But when you went away, I felt my mind go astray,
Everything went dark and damp, and people tried to hand me a lamp,
I just broke away, and walked away from night and day,
And there you stood, in the light, I reached out, and you disappeared from sight,
It broke my heart to say goodbye, but now I realize the reason why:

God looked around his garden and saw an empty place,
Then he looked down and saw your tired face,
Now I know, your at rest, In a place better than this,
Because God only chooses the best.

R.I.P
We love and miss you Bubby Jordan.
10-27-94 to 1-20-10
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Published: 10/5/2010
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