My Broken Heart And Me

Holding onto the hopes of once again being united with you
Holding on to the dreams that one day, we will once again become two

I can’t live normally with you on my mind
Pleases forgive me, would you be so kind?

I've thought long and hard about the mistakes I have made
And this awful, horrific price that I've paid

But through this thinking I have come to see
Me and you, we are meant to be!

I would like to say i have faith in our future together
But it depends, will you hold a grudge forever?

I know I was stupid! Running like that!
But now I can see, now I've lost you - I'm a twat :(

Sure I like him, but to put in a metaphorical way. . .
He is a minute, you are the day

I'm lost now I’ve lost what we had
Thinking these thoughts makes me awfully mad!

i regret pushing you back from being near to me
I was scared, I understand it’s not easy to see

I hurt you badly, cut you deep
I hurt me too, our tears both seep

Why do I only see what I want when it's gone?
My dear, this mess has all gone terribly wrong!

Can you hear me call? Can you hear me pine?
Can you hear my howls? Can you hear me whine?

But now you've moved on, away from it all
So you stand so high, and me so small

There's nothing I can do now, but wait in despair
To hope that you come back, and my heart to repair

You said before that you were just lonely
Now can you see - instead of you its become me?

I know I keep saying this, but i really am sorry for all that I've done
I hope you can see, now that you're gone my heart bleeding hun

It's wounded too much, to go on living
Now you're not here my head is spinning

Can’t you see you're needed by my side
Without you I'm tossed into the ocean with my hands tightly tied

When you were standing write next to me
My heart would pound, excited with glee

Now nothing pumps but the empty blood in my veins
And nothing, no drug, can cover these awful pains

Trust me when I say . . . I have tried
Taken so much - I nearly died!

But yet, the drugs wear off eventually in time
But the pain carries on, this pain of mine

Do you understand now, why I keep chasing you down?
Why when you say it can’t happen again, I wear that miserable frown

But all I can do is write these poems and hope that you hear
That I'm trying to call you back to me, my love, my dear

I know it won’t work though; you've made it perfectly clear
I just want your presence, for you to be near

I want to feel my blood pumping again
I want us to be where we were back then

You have made it clear though, that it can not be
But I'll keep on striving, my broken heart and me