Mum

You used to be close, one of my best friends,
You told me our love never ends.
You told me that you'd always be here,
That you'd never make me shed a tear,
You said that nothing would come between us,
But you were wrong I guess.
I shouldn't have believed you!
I should have ignored you!
But I didn't, I let you hurt me time after time,
I let you treat me like a piece of slime.
Can't you see that I'm depressed
That I'm tired and over stressed?
You say it's all about you, but it's not.
It involves me too, it involves me alot.
Look at my wrists, did you know I cut?
I doubt it, your too busy being a slut.
Time after time you called me names.
I'm so tired of your stupid little games.
I hate you and all your dread.
Sometimes I even wish you were dead!
But you are dead, in my mind.
You made me feel like a disgrace to man kind!
You're the reason I want to die,
So with this I say goodbye.
You are my suicide,
And now I'm no longer by your side.