Million Dollar Call Girl: Chapter 56
Second to last chapter. I'm sorry that it's so short.; ) Oh, There's one more chapter left to this story!!! Can you believe it? This story has been ongoing for six months!
Random Author Notes:
Some of my other stories:
A small Note about My Summer Girl: So, honestly My summer girl will not be Until May.
:D How are you all, my lovelies?
I hope you all still enjoy this short chapter!
oxoxoxo
Jane E- Thankkyou! So do I! Hahhha!
Awhhh!!!
Faith K- Hey online, bestie LOL Awh, I miss you tooo!
0_0
She is super sweet! I know, it's terrible of her mother to do something so awful. Hopefully, she will be safe. Her problems will be resolved in another novel! Because, I felt like she needed her own novel to tell her problems! Thank you, that is so sweet of you tooo say.
What is going on with you, My friend?!?
I FAILED a test, and Now I'm having to study for a re-take. Blehhhh!!
Vatsala- thanks!
Jasmin- AWWWWWWWh, THANK YOU!
I will definitely always make new stories! Awhhhh, thank you so much for that. Ahhh, I don't think I'll stop writing online because of that!
Jodie- What a huge compliment! Thank you, love! It's a bit crazy, but I have been writing this story for so long! WOWWW!
Awhh,thank you!!
Tavita K- You were? I just been witting two other stories, and over my head WITH math homework! It is great! Awhh thank you Tavita!
Sara- My summer Girl won't be posted for a while, but hopefully the wait will be worth it! Awhhh, thank you!
Anum- THANNNKYOU ANUM! I know, I've been taking forever lately!
Justine- SHE WAS! HAHHA! She should have cared more about Scarlet, yes! Drugs do so crazy things to you!
Ohhh, The mystery of Mark! Hmm, I don't know. who knows, really!
:D THANK you, your lovely.
Bethany- Thanks love!
Marie- Were you?!?! I'm glad you think so! Me tooo!
Million Dollar Call Girl- Chapter Fifty Six
Nathan had started to forgive our mom for the mistakes she made. He had to forgive her for himself. So he could let go and move on with his own life. Now, I had to do the same. I opened one of the drawer and tucked away in the drawer was a note from my mother. It was note she had written a week prior to her death.
I was terrified to read it. Kade had delivered the letter to me a year ago. What if her last words were that she hated me? What if her last words were that I was a huge disappointment to her. Her opinion shouldn't of mattered me.
Only it did. When someone constantly makes you feel like you'll never be good enough and nothing you do will ever be enough; You start to seek their approval.
My hands were cold and shaking. Tears sprung to my eyes. I carefully unfolded the letter and began to read it.
Dear Scarlet,
Nathan has tried to convince you to see me, but you have refused each time. I don't blame you for hating me. The things I did to you were unforgivable. I know I may never have your forgiveness and I may never know if you ever forgive me.
I wish I could tell you this face to face. I would hug you and embrace you tight. I would tell you that I love you and that you'll always be my baby. I would tell that I hate myself because I caused you so much pain.
You never felt loved. You never knew how much I loved you and you never knew what it was like to have a family. A real family.
I would gave you so much more. I was stubborn drug addict that was stuck in my own ways. You didn't have a childhood because of me. You were forced to grow up early.
I was a terrible mother to you. I wish I could erase the past. I've been carry this guilt in my heart for Twenty four years. It never gets better.
The guilt grows and grows. It consumes me. That is why tonight I'm taking my own life. I can't stand to life another day like this.
Scarlet, don't make the same mistakes I did. I see so much of myself in you. Only you are so much stronger than I will ever be. You're a fighter, but I want you to let people in.
I want you to love and be loved for the beautiful person that you are. I want you to dream big, and to never doubt yourself. You are capable of more than you'll ever know.
I'll be an angel that looks over you. I promise to always be with you.
Love,
Mom
My chest was shaking with sobs. My knees buckled down and I fell down to the ground. That's all I wanted. I wanted to know that she was sorry. I was looking for her heart felt apology for twenty four years.
These are happy tears. I had closure now. I could forgive her and I didn't have to hold on to the anger I felt for her.
Kade walked into the room. "What's wrong, babe?"
I ran into his arms. His arms encircled me tight. His lips kissed the top of my forehead. "I want to know what's wrong. Why are you so upset?"
I shoke my head and smiled. "Happy tears. I read her letter. I couldn't believe that on some level she had cared."
She did care. She did love me. A huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders. Everything seem to be falling place. I was re-building my relationship my brother, I had the perfect boyfriend, and I had finally forgiven my mother.
"Oh, Scarlet. I'm glad you finally know the truth. I've known all along."
He kissed the rest of my tears away.
* * * * *
The next morning I woke up with my head resting on top of Kade's chest. His eyes opened and he flashed me a perfect smile.
"I love you."
"I love you more."
He grinned at me. "Not impossible. I love you more than words can say."
"Are you sure? Will you be mine forever?"
"Of course.." His eyes widen. "Wait, what are you trying to say?"
I crawl out of bed and drop down one knee. "Will, you marry me?"
It's a tradition that guy will usually ask the girl to marry him. I was no ordinary girl.
Kade pressed his lips against mine.
"Of course, I will." He whispered back
Some of my other stories:
A small Note about My Summer Girl: So, honestly My summer girl will not be Until May.
:D How are you all, my lovelies?
I hope you all still enjoy this short chapter!
oxoxoxo
Jane E- Thankkyou! So do I! Hahhha!
Awhhh!!!
Faith K- Hey online, bestie LOL Awh, I miss you tooo!
0_0
She is super sweet! I know, it's terrible of her mother to do something so awful. Hopefully, she will be safe. Her problems will be resolved in another novel! Because, I felt like she needed her own novel to tell her problems! Thank you, that is so sweet of you tooo say.
What is going on with you, My friend?!?
I FAILED a test, and Now I'm having to study for a re-take. Blehhhh!!
Vatsala- thanks!
Jasmin- AWWWWWWWh, THANK YOU!
I will definitely always make new stories! Awhhhh, thank you so much for that. Ahhh, I don't think I'll stop writing online because of that!
Jodie- What a huge compliment! Thank you, love! It's a bit crazy, but I have been writing this story for so long! WOWWW!
Awhh,thank you!!
Tavita K- You were? I just been witting two other stories, and over my head WITH math homework! It is great! Awhh thank you Tavita!
Sara- My summer Girl won't be posted for a while, but hopefully the wait will be worth it! Awhhh, thank you!
Anum- THANNNKYOU ANUM! I know, I've been taking forever lately!
Justine- SHE WAS! HAHHA! She should have cared more about Scarlet, yes! Drugs do so crazy things to you!
Ohhh, The mystery of Mark! Hmm, I don't know. who knows, really!
:D THANK you, your lovely.
Bethany- Thanks love!
Marie- Were you?!?! I'm glad you think so! Me tooo!
Million Dollar Call Girl- Chapter Fifty Six
Nathan had started to forgive our mom for the mistakes she made. He had to forgive her for himself. So he could let go and move on with his own life. Now, I had to do the same. I opened one of the drawer and tucked away in the drawer was a note from my mother. It was note she had written a week prior to her death.
I was terrified to read it. Kade had delivered the letter to me a year ago. What if her last words were that she hated me? What if her last words were that I was a huge disappointment to her. Her opinion shouldn't of mattered me.
Only it did. When someone constantly makes you feel like you'll never be good enough and nothing you do will ever be enough; You start to seek their approval.
My hands were cold and shaking. Tears sprung to my eyes. I carefully unfolded the letter and began to read it.
Dear Scarlet,
Nathan has tried to convince you to see me, but you have refused each time. I don't blame you for hating me. The things I did to you were unforgivable. I know I may never have your forgiveness and I may never know if you ever forgive me.
I wish I could tell you this face to face. I would hug you and embrace you tight. I would tell you that I love you and that you'll always be my baby. I would tell that I hate myself because I caused you so much pain.
You never felt loved. You never knew how much I loved you and you never knew what it was like to have a family. A real family.
I would gave you so much more. I was stubborn drug addict that was stuck in my own ways. You didn't have a childhood because of me. You were forced to grow up early.
I was a terrible mother to you. I wish I could erase the past. I've been carry this guilt in my heart for Twenty four years. It never gets better.
The guilt grows and grows. It consumes me. That is why tonight I'm taking my own life. I can't stand to life another day like this.
Scarlet, don't make the same mistakes I did. I see so much of myself in you. Only you are so much stronger than I will ever be. You're a fighter, but I want you to let people in.
I want you to love and be loved for the beautiful person that you are. I want you to dream big, and to never doubt yourself. You are capable of more than you'll ever know.
I'll be an angel that looks over you. I promise to always be with you.
Love,
Mom
My chest was shaking with sobs. My knees buckled down and I fell down to the ground. That's all I wanted. I wanted to know that she was sorry. I was looking for her heart felt apology for twenty four years.
These are happy tears. I had closure now. I could forgive her and I didn't have to hold on to the anger I felt for her.
Kade walked into the room. "What's wrong, babe?"
I ran into his arms. His arms encircled me tight. His lips kissed the top of my forehead. "I want to know what's wrong. Why are you so upset?"
I shoke my head and smiled. "Happy tears. I read her letter. I couldn't believe that on some level she had cared."
She did care. She did love me. A huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders. Everything seem to be falling place. I was re-building my relationship my brother, I had the perfect boyfriend, and I had finally forgiven my mother.
"Oh, Scarlet. I'm glad you finally know the truth. I've known all along."
He kissed the rest of my tears away.
* * * * *
The next morning I woke up with my head resting on top of Kade's chest. His eyes opened and he flashed me a perfect smile.
"I love you."
"I love you more."
He grinned at me. "Not impossible. I love you more than words can say."
"Are you sure? Will you be mine forever?"
"Of course.." His eyes widen. "Wait, what are you trying to say?"
I crawl out of bed and drop down one knee. "Will, you marry me?"
It's a tradition that guy will usually ask the girl to marry him. I was no ordinary girl.
Kade pressed his lips against mine.
"Of course, I will." He whispered back
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