Memory

When I look at you
I forget everything
That is wrong in my life
And you are my everything

When you see me you see a girl
You see nothing special in me
But then you say I am everything
And that you love me

It's confusing enough to be in this world
Let alone having you
You bring me up and down
And you swing me all around

Then I wake up from the dream
And think of what has happened
I walk to school almost in tears
And think of what my life would be without you here with me

And then I realize it wouldn't be worth living for
That it would be tears and sadness
And then I see you standing there
You say to me it's time

I walk slower with tears falling
And then I know for sure
That all my life as I ever knew
Has fallen down with you

If I ever had a chance again
To ever be with you
I ask right now if it would be soon
For I have died and I miss you

For today is the day that I begin my life without you
Now and again I will think about it
And how I thought we would last forever
But today you are gone and so am I
So I fade away and now all I am
Is a memory that has gone away