Maybe

How life would be!!
When there's but he!!
I'm blinded by thee
Though I wish I could see!!
Surrounded by him
Day & night
He's the last thought on mind
& the first thought!!
Thinking of thee is painful
Cause he doesn't think of me!!
What life could it be...
When he is not exist
Could it be better!!
Could it be worse!!
How shall I know...
My heart fears to lose him
For I could die in depression
& my heart fears not to live & not to smile...
The way I used to...
Could he turn around & see
That someone behind had been waiting for him!!
Could he turn & not care...
For his heart belongs to someone else!!
Oh GOD!! What horror is waiting for me...?
For I know...
That I would be waiting...
& that may be just may be
He would turn around & smile to me ....