Mah December

I am a water whose current sustains
This immortal day died and stained
The inner lies, the truth, all hell mixed up
With your happiness my life has stopped.
My cold limbs moving painfully, heavily
As you await your bright dawn so sinfully
Hold on to nothing with all my might
Gotta let you know now
Just to make me feel right.
Twisted mouth my heart just loathes
Within you who speaks and quotes?
The endless drowning
Of a picture so true.