Ma Love

I love u…a lot and have never felt like this for anyone…….u asked me y I liked u and never really gave u an answer…well here is y…
The first time I met u I had never seen a more beautiful girl in ma life…and so I decided against better judgment to get to know u and what I found out I fell in love wit immediately…u was the type of girl I was into u was cute had brown eyes and u had straight hair… after calling u for about two days U had the power to make me smile, and comfortable to tell u things I wasn’t ready to let ma self hear..feelings that had been locked up but surfaced as soon as u stepped in to ma life….so I told u that I really liked you…….and by the miracles of god u said u did as well…..I was out of this world but I knew u was leaving soon and a geared up for a battle wit ma heart….there some things in life we have no control over destiny and fate……..destiny was for us to meet but fate would never allow us to be together….which really sucks ass yea?

But then again for the 10 days we shared" together" I had never felt so close to someone….I longed to hear your voice over the phone and the sound of your laugh…night time was the favorite time of ma day as I could talk to u endlessly..u know love is a strange feeling that I had never experienced before but I really liked everything that came with it the pain realizing u was leaving and the joy as u said u love me to…

Baby girl
I love the way u smile
I love the way u look when u nervous
I loved the way u fell when we first met ha-ha
I love the way u get me
I love the way u giggle when we share a joke

I know its only been two weeks and I’m to attached to u……..but I really didn’t want to loose u The guy that’s with u next he is the luckiest guy cause he gets the rarest gem of all u …u are what I always wanted and now I lost u….guess that saying is true u never really know what u have until its gone…long distance is an option that we should have chosen but I understand y u didn’t choose it…..I really do love u which is y I cant let u forget me…what we had was something special and worth ever memory we met clicked and knew that something was suppose to happen if not now maybe later but what I do know is that me and u deserve a shot and I’m willing to wait….the text u sent me hurt me don’t u realize that forgetting u would be like forgetting ma first real birthday first understanding of happiness, first kiss…y because u was ma first love….there things I cant explain here and not over the phone but wit u in ma arms……..

I don’t want to forget u….I want to tell me kids the story of the true love that I never achieved and that I never stopped fighting for ha to be mine until thee hands of time spanned a reality that even the greatest of minds could not change…..

Listen this isn’t for u to cry over and crap its for u to realize that forgetting me is a huge mistake….we can at least be friends u made me swear to keep contact and I’m Trying yet u willing for me to slip away and disappear into the depths of your imagination……I don’t want u to wonder what would have been but what will be after we friends…u know and plus we both know that u ever stayed in Kenya this would be something special…….I remember telling u that I’m the sort of guy who fight for what he wants and u r what I want so I’ve armoured up and seized the moment cause I’m coming back wit your friendship or with nothing at all I love u and always will…