Love or Denial: Chapter Seven

"Welcome to my domain Mister Green, would you like a cold beverage or tea?" I tried to tease in my best British accent
"What a lovely home you have here Madam, you wouldn't happen to have a cold beer if I may ask?" He laughs. Wow his posh voice is ultra sexy; very deep but husky, me like it a lot. Cha Ching.
"Wow I think you just gave me goose bumps" I say in between laughs
"Well you know I do have that effect on the ladies" wiggling his eyebrows
"You are freaking hilarious. Well any who let me show you around my Palace. Follow me please try to keep up children" I laugh

We start of in the living room, where Jake gets all manly over the sound system which my parents had installed. Every year they update all the technology in the house but seriously I don't know why they bother, it's not like their ever home. Next I show him one of my most prize possessions; the kitchen. I love my kitchen it is spacious has a lot of room and a lot of storage. We have the biggest refrigerator known to mankind; it's like 6 ft 4 in height, I can just barely reach the top. Jake takes a lot of interest in the fridge and says;

"Wholly shit dude, this has got to be the biggest fridge ever" He looks at the fridge like he has just discovered his first love. That gets me thinking, has Jake ever been in love? I wonder to myself. Of course he has, I mentally slap myself. Just like how I thought I was in love; look how that turned out, fucken peachy.
"I know right. If I could I would marry this fridge" I say in awe, Jake just looks at me weirdly and shaking his head at me like I'm some crazy nut that is very entertaining.
"You are seriously one weird puppy"
"So you're calling me a bitch again? Hmm" I tease. He's just looking at me at what I just said was crazy;
"For a second there I was confused and then I remember that a female dog is a bitch. Slow much" he says finally getting it
"Very slow Jakey. Now let's not waste time, there still plenty of rooms to see" I smile
Next I show him the theater room, where Jake looks like he's passed and gone to heaven.
"Are you fucken serious dude? This house is sick" He yells
"The best part about it is that this is particularly my house. I'm the only one that lives in it night and day, my parents stay in the city penthouse its closer to their jobs plus they don't have to see me. So it's a win situation I guess. Okay now next favorite room is the Library" I gush

I love my library; it has the biggest open fire, thousands and thousands of books mostly which that consist of my highland romances that I love to read. I'm very into the whole erotica romance stories don't ask me why. Two big over sized lazy boys bam smack in front of the fire, big chandelier hanging from the roof, not too sure how old it is, then four big leather sofas in a shape of a square with a beautiful oak coffee table in the middle, and also surround sounds around the place, sometimes I like to read in here with music. The library is pretty much my haven; my next move is to put a refrigerator in here so it saves me time from going to the kitchen all the time.
"Seriously I have never seen so many books in my life before" Jake says, I stared at him like he has gone totally mad

"What?" He asks
"You have never seen this much books before?" I ask
"Yup"
"What? Haven't you ever been in the school library?"
"Huh. Nope. I don't know what a library is" He teases
"Well dofus now you do. Do you read?"
"I know how to read, but I don't chose to read dofus" he retorts back cheekily
"And you say I'm weird" I laugh, I take a seat in one of the lazy boys and Jake follows suits. Its quiet in here, no one tries to make small talk, just soaking up the silence it's a good relaxing silence.
"You have an amazing house Katrina" Jakes says breaking the silence
"Thanks" I whisper, laying back closing my eyes

"Guttered about your rents though. Must be hard" It is hard, knowing that your existence is the very thing that makes the two people who made you and brought into this world hate you. I don't understand it though, parents are supposed to love their kids; I know I was a mistake because they are always reminding me of it. They are always saying that I have the life that people would kill for, and then I think to myself who would kill for a life without their parents love. Unconditional love. Imagine growing up without the love of your parents, imagine being brought up by a totally stranger known as your nanny who you also came to love and vice versa then by the time you turned fourteen they fire her and make you look after yourself. I have never met any of my grandparents, aunties, uncles and cousins from either sides of the family. Absolutely fucken nothing. FML
"You get used to it. I've been on my own since I was fourteen but if it wasn't for Louise and my girls I don't no how I would have survived all these years" I say after a while
"So looking at your house, your olds must be pretty well off I mean this ain't no house dude it's a Fricken mansion" he says trying to change the subject which I'm happy for, talking about my parent's sucks.

"Yeah we are comfortable" I began "But not as rich as your olds" I finish
"Well my mum thinks it is time for me too get a job. She reckons just because we are well off and financially stable doesn't mean I should take it for granted, but I'm like why do I need to work? And she said it's all about life and growing up" He tells me
"Wow, your mom sounds awesome" I laugh
"Yeah she's great" He whispers
"So are you hungry mister?" I ask
"Aren't you forgetting something?"
"Like what?"
"You haven't shown me your bedroom?" He says
"Nice try Mister Coolio, but until I know you better than my room is off-limits"
"Get to know me huh. Kinky Katrina" He purrs

"That's me" I laugh "Any who let me go and cook dinner and you make yourself comfortable in the living room. Agree or- "I began to say until Jake cut me off saying "Agree" He smiles. He definitely learns quickly if I must say.
We walk back towards the living room; I turn on the television and surround sound, making sure he is nice and comfy;
"Now you relax dear sir, and dinner will be ready in half an hour" I say, bowing at the same time.
"My own personal servant, is it my birthday?" He teases
"Don't push your luck bucko. Do you still want that beer?" I ask
"Aw ye please, your tour made me tired"
"Harden up. You're supposed to be fit and healthy"

"You know I'm fit and healthy Katrina especially after all the game I get" He smirks that cockey smirk which I was missing earlier but not so much anymore
"Sorry to burst your bubble you porn star, but you don't have swag like me baby boy" I say in my best ghetto voice, which Jake bursts out laughing
"Okay enough laughing, I'm going to get your beer and start dinner" I say, leaving him behind in the living room to entertain himself. I open the refrigerator door, and grab a cold ice beer for myself and Jake, I make my way to the living room and hand him his beer, which he accepts immediately. He's about to take a sip of his beer, until he pauses in mid-air, staring at me more like gazing at me in amazement

"What?" I ask
"You're having a beer?" He asks shocked
"Of course I am. After the kinda day I had today, I think I deserved this don't you?"
"I think we both deserve it" He replies
"Cheers to that my friend" clinking our bottles
"There's nothing on t.v. Can I help you with dinner?" He ask
"Can you cook?"
"Yeah, my mom taught my brother, sister and me"
"Well come on then show me what your made of" I tease. I let Jake go to the kitchen so I can put my Ipod on full volume, suddenly the voice of Eminem is booming from the speakers that surround the house. I love Eminem he's extremely sexy and his lyrics are beyond amazing. Some people would disagree with me, but when Eminem raps its like he knows what he is talking about, and in some way I feel a sense of comfort when I listen to his raps which are so strong and powerful.

My passion for music runs so deep within my soul that I feel like a whole normal person. Singing drifts me off into another lifetime where all I could do is sing, sing from the heart. Only Louise knows off this and my parents who forbid me to sing, they say that singers or dancing is a one time shot not a lifetime commitment that was probably the only time they seemed interested in my life. Louise told me one day that I have the most beautiful voice she has ever heard but I'm sure she is only saying that because she has too. Apparently according to Louise my voice is a mixture of Christina Aguilera and Beyonce both who are my inspirations. They are both beautiful woman who knew what to do in their lives, they are successful and happy. One day I hope I get to be that happy where I can say to myself that I did it I overcome all my fears and is finally happy in life.

Feeling relaxed and content, I make my way to the kitchen where I see Jake looking in the fridge. I pause to lean against the doorway and admire his fine ass; I must say he really fills out those jeans of his. I stop to take notice of what he's wearing, he has a tight gray shirt that hugs his muscled chest and black with black fitted jeans that are hanging low on his hips where I can see his expensive jockey brand peeping through. What a fine human being he is. Guys like Jake Green should be put away on a secret Island away from adolescent teens like me; guys like him make girls go crazy with those drop dead gorgeous looks and fine tight arse. I can't resist the temptation of creeping up behind and scaring him. Slowly I creep towards him, I hold in my breath so he can't hear me approaching then all of a sudden out of nowhere, he starts to shake his arse to the beat of the song. I couldn't help myself because the image in front of me makes me laugh so hard that tears are rolling down my face, and I'm clutching my stomach cause it is in so much pain from watching him shake his sexy arse.

"What the fuck?" He yelps, and turns around giving me the death glare which makes me laugh even hard
"Jake do that again please" I ask in between laughs that it came out like jahck-doik-hat-gen-ease
"You fucken gave me a freight what the hell Katrina. Seriously are you trying to kill me" He yells trying to hide his embarrassment. I couldn't answer all I could do was laugh. When he was shaking his ass it was like a hippo rotating its arse in the air, trying to do the Beyonce bootylicious dance but in a guy way, totally hilarious.
"Stop laughing it ain't funny you idiot"
"Can you do that again please? Shake that arse one more time?" I beg
"I don't think so. When you laugh you snort its kinda embarrassing hearing a girl snorting" He retorts

"I do not snort thank you very much" I replied shocked
"Oh yes you do. You sound like Pumba from Lion King" He teases
"What?!" I shrieked
"Oink Oink" He says mocking me making pig noises
"You're so mean" I pout
"I know. So I guess I have a nickname for you now. You shall be called Pumba now" He laughs like he just won the Nobel Prize
"Hell no, you are not calling me Pumba" I cried
"Uh-huh yes I am. Pumba that's cute you suit it"
"You just compared me to a pig"
"No, I just stole the name of a character. There is a difference sweetheart" He replies matter of fact

"Difference my arse you arse. You wait for your nickname it is going to be twice as deadly as Pumba"
"Whatever you say, Pumba" Dragging the last bit
"Somebody isn't getting fed" I tease
"Nuh-uh im your guess, so get cooking Pumba" He laughs
"Omg I Fricken hate you" I say going to collect the ingredients I need for the lasagna. I get the two separate pots out for the pasta and chopped beef. I then pour water in to the pot for the paster, with two cap full of cooking oil then leave it to boil. I start nodding my head and dancing to the beat of 'I'm not afraid' one of my favorite songs. I turn around too snap Jake checking out my arse, and say
"Do you know how to make cheese sauce?" I ask hoarsely because all of sudden I'm starting to feel all hot and flustered from his gaze

"Of course I can. Want me to make some?"He replies like a little boy who has been caught stealing cookies from the cookie jar.
"Yes please that will be great and it can distract you from staring at my arse" I tease, which he actually blushes. Wow Jake Green blushes can you say cute.
We work in silence for the next twenty minutes, until the lasagna is already to be put into the oven
"Now all we have to do is wait" I say happily
"Smells really good"
"Thanks" I smile
"Want another beer?" I ask
"You finished your first bottle already?"
"Of course, why do you seem so amazed?"
"I don't know I would never pictured you as a girl who drinks, let alone drinks beer" He laughs

"There is a lot you don't know about me Jakey boy"
"I can't believe we are actually having a civilized chat" I say
"It's cool you know just hanging out. Whenever I'm kicking back with chicks all they do is hit on me and shit not that I'm complaining or anything it just gets annoying after a while" He admits, which make me smile. This Jake Green I really like it is like he is just being himself and I'm glad he is enjoying himself. We laugh a bit more, until I hear my cell phone ringing, which brings me back to reality I have totally forgotten about contacting Louise she is properly freaking out by now.
"Sorry it's Louise and I have a feeling that I am about to get a lecture"
"It's cool ma takes your time" He smiles
"Thanks" I mouth

"Louie" I yell happily after the fourth ring
"Don't you fucken Louie me you idiot. I have not heard from you and you know me I start to worry too much especially when it comes to you and after the day you had. Are you trying to fucken kill me Katrina" She yells down the phone making me hold the phone two meters from my ear. For such a petite little girl she definitely has the loudest fucken voice ever.
"I know. I''m so sorry I have been kinda distracted" I say staring at Jake
"Well I'm glad you are alright. I'm just happy that you're okay and safe. Where are you?" She asks
"Yes yes I'm fine, not lying in the ditch somewhere, and I'm at home" I tease
"You are not funny you bitch I still haven't forgiven you"

"Well I think I can think of something that will make you forgive me" I say
"Oh really, and what is that?" She asks suspiciously. I look at Jake to see what he's doing; he keeps looking into the oven to see if the lasagna is ready yet. He catches me staring; he pulls a face at me making me giggle. His eyes are crossed eye and lips pouting
"Well what are your plans for this Saturday?"
"Um nothing, why?"
"Well I was wondering that we can have a girl's day and night. During the day we all go for a spa and beauty day which I will shout, then we all can go for lunch, then shopping, and then at night we can get a lot of junk food, drinks, then get drunk and watch movies" I tell her

"Omg! Are you fucken serious" She squeals
"Of course you dork. So is that a plan or a plan?"
"That is defiantly a plan. Have you told the others yet?" she asks
"Nah, I'm going to fill them in on it tomorrow"
"Aw wow wee, it is going to be bad ass. I can't wait. Have I told you that it is so great having a rich friend like you" She yells
"Great now you're using me for my money. Watta gold digger you are" I tease
"Aw baby you know I love you" She laughs, I look to see if Jake is doing okay, he looks so bored 'are you okay?' I mouthed which he gives me two thumbs up.
"Hey my sunshine got to go. I am making my famous lasagna and I don't want it to burn" I tell Louise hoping she gets the hint

"Hold up, are you hiding something?" She asked suspiciously
"What me? Of course not"
"Well you better bring me some lasagna for lunch tomorrow"
"If there is any left, but I'll try not to eat it all"
"Tsk Tsk you better bitch or I will have to karate chop your ass" She demands
"Okay mom. Alright gotta go. Love you" I say
"Love you more bestie"
"Toodles" I say
"Noodles" She finishes, with that I hang up the phone.
"I'm so sorry about that Mister Green you know the power of the best friend" I say
"That I do. I think it's ready. Fuck I'm hungry yo" He tells me
"Fatty" I tease

"Can you see any fat on this body yo. Baby I think you need glasses" He laughs
"Haha ever the comedian. Come on I'll dish it up" I tell him. Grab two plates from the cupboard and serve us big helpings of lasagna
"Don't forget you will have to save some for your mate" He tells. I just roll my eyes. I'm too hungry to worry about anything else. I grab us both a soda and make ourselves comfortable in the living. God I could eat a horse, didn't realize how hungry I was until now, Jake on the other hand is stuffing his face like there is no tomorrow. He has chopped beef and sour cream all around his face, look totally eatable about now. Stop it Katrina, having kinky thoughts about Jake is like sleeping with the devil only a hotter version. I think I'm sexually frustrated, yup that's what it is. You know how it is long time without sex can drive the sanest person insane, but I can't help admire him. He is such a fine specimen. He is unbelievable gorgeous, but to me he is beautiful. From now on I see Jake as a friend.

"So can I ask you something Mister Green?" I ask, he just nods his head because his mouth is full of food, and he calls me Pumba the cheeky cunt
"Well, does this make us friends?" I say staring at him. He doesn't take his time answering its like an immediate response.
"Well, what you reckon? You wanna be friends with this bad boy?" He says
"I don't see why not. You are like a bit of fresh air, and I'm all about living life to the fullest so if that means becoming friends with a shit head like you I don't see why not" I tell him truthfully
"Well I'm honored. At least it will make it easier on you to tutor me"
"Ah yes of course have to help your dumb ass" I joke
"Whatever you say, 'PUMBA', God I crack myself up" He laughs
"You're an idiot" I say finally finishing my plate of food where Jake has finished his second helping

"Bro that was fucken fantastic" He tells me patting his stomach
"I'm glad, told you it will be the best lasagna you will ever have"
"I don't know about that. My old lady makes a pretty mean dish" He tells me
"I bet. So tomorrow after school will get this tutoring business started?"
"Ye sounds good oi. Well I better be off. Thanks for the mean feed" He says sincerely
"Aw no problem, you can let yourself out right?" I ask
"Ye I can. See you tomorrow Pumba" He laughs "I fucken love that name, it so catchy"
"Fuck off already" I laugh
"Later homie" He yells. With that Jake left. Just, I and the empty house now, what a crazy day man but I'm glad it ended on the right note. I just hope that I don't fall in love with Jake Green because that boy means heartache.