Love, Loss and Hate
I'm new author to buzzle and this is my very first story. I hope you enjoy it. Comments will be appreciated, Good and bad.xo
All I want is to be all alone. Just me, myself and I. I'm at a point in my life right now where I want to die. My whole is over, shattered.
"Katrina, honey did you hear me ?" a woman asked
"Mhmm" I nodded
"I know you have been through a lot honey, I'm very sorry about your family. Defiantly not a good way to die" She said
I can't even remember her name. I mean I'm listening to what she is saying but it's just not going through my head.
"Look, I don't want your sorry can you please just get to the point of this little chit chat" I yelled.
Why can't she just hurry up and tell me. I was told my mom, dad and little sister died six hours ago in a car crash. A logging truck driver lost control and went over the center line and had a head on collision with my parents car. They died at the scene. I can't believe I will never hear my mother's beautiful singing voice ever again, no more duets, no more smiles, I won't be able to see my father's happy face and I will never be able to see my baby sister grow up. I will never be able to tell them that I love them. They were taken and now I'm left alone.
"I'm sorry Katrina, I know your still in shock. The point is you have known living relatives here in New Zealand, we were able to track down your mother's sister Janet and her wife in America, because they are your only living relatives they have agreed to take you into the guardianship. They will be arriving here tomorrow morning" she said
Okay I know I haven't been paying attention but what is she getting at. My aunty Janet and Uncle Rob haven't seen them since I was six years old and now I'm 16. That's six years. I forgot about them. But I'm still confused,
"America ?" I asked
"Yes"
"So what does this mean exactly ?" I asked
"This means your aunt and uncle are coming here to take you back to America and live with them"
"WHAAAT ! No I can't. I can't leave. My life is here. New Zealand is my home. My friends, school, everything is here. I can't leave. My parents are going to be buried here. I can't be move to AMERICA. They drive on the right hand side of the road. America is huge" I yelled
"Calm down honey. You have no other choice. I'm sorry. They are here to take you to America after your families funeral. Now I think you need to get some sleep. You are going to be needing your energy" She said and left me all alone.
I can't sleep. First I lose my fucken parents and now I will be moving to America. Why is this happening to me.
Finally the tears I have been holding in start to flow down my cheeks. My heart is heavy and everything inside of me is shattered. But I know I need to be strong. My parents would want me to be happy, to live my life to the fullest. Maybe America won't be so bad, I just look at it as a new beginning in my life. It is going to be so tough, but I know my family will be there with me spirit every day, watching over me so I know I won't be all alone.
Finally I stopped thinking and let sleep take over.
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"Katrina, honey did you hear me ?" a woman asked
"Mhmm" I nodded
"I know you have been through a lot honey, I'm very sorry about your family. Defiantly not a good way to die" She said
I can't even remember her name. I mean I'm listening to what she is saying but it's just not going through my head.
"Look, I don't want your sorry can you please just get to the point of this little chit chat" I yelled.
Why can't she just hurry up and tell me. I was told my mom, dad and little sister died six hours ago in a car crash. A logging truck driver lost control and went over the center line and had a head on collision with my parents car. They died at the scene. I can't believe I will never hear my mother's beautiful singing voice ever again, no more duets, no more smiles, I won't be able to see my father's happy face and I will never be able to see my baby sister grow up. I will never be able to tell them that I love them. They were taken and now I'm left alone.
"I'm sorry Katrina, I know your still in shock. The point is you have known living relatives here in New Zealand, we were able to track down your mother's sister Janet and her wife in America, because they are your only living relatives they have agreed to take you into the guardianship. They will be arriving here tomorrow morning" she said
Okay I know I haven't been paying attention but what is she getting at. My aunty Janet and Uncle Rob haven't seen them since I was six years old and now I'm 16. That's six years. I forgot about them. But I'm still confused,
"America ?" I asked
"Yes"
"So what does this mean exactly ?" I asked
"This means your aunt and uncle are coming here to take you back to America and live with them"
"WHAAAT ! No I can't. I can't leave. My life is here. New Zealand is my home. My friends, school, everything is here. I can't leave. My parents are going to be buried here. I can't be move to AMERICA. They drive on the right hand side of the road. America is huge" I yelled
"Calm down honey. You have no other choice. I'm sorry. They are here to take you to America after your families funeral. Now I think you need to get some sleep. You are going to be needing your energy" She said and left me all alone.
I can't sleep. First I lose my fucken parents and now I will be moving to America. Why is this happening to me.
Finally the tears I have been holding in start to flow down my cheeks. My heart is heavy and everything inside of me is shattered. But I know I need to be strong. My parents would want me to be happy, to live my life to the fullest. Maybe America won't be so bad, I just look at it as a new beginning in my life. It is going to be so tough, but I know my family will be there with me spirit every day, watching over me so I know I won't be all alone.
Finally I stopped thinking and let sleep take over.
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