Love Kills

Last night I asked her to come back home with me. I did that for the first time since we‘ve ever been together. I think she has been waiting for this to happen from the very first moment. I really regretted being late, simply because last night was magical. We really had a lot of fun cuddling and teasing each other. Every time I leave her, she simply comes back to me with a cheeky smile on her rounded face-a smile that I couldn’t resist.

Now, since I have just showered, I was getting dressed so I could catch my course on time. I’m always late. She was lying there on my bed looking so fine. I woke her up smoothly saying "Come on, darling, I have to leave now. I will be late for my course." She knew she had to leave with me, too. As she knew well what would happen if my mother saw her with me, especially in my bedroom. Ah! I don’t even want to think about that.

Time was running, so I got dressed and was ready to go. The moment we were in the street, she looked me straight in the eye and said in a soothing voice, "Please, baby, set me on fire." I silently placed my lips on hers and did just what she has asked for. We were both burning with desire. Every breath we drew together was like a soft tendering breeze. Our breaths grew higher, so as our chests. She held my hand really tight and said "I can’t let go of you, please let me escort you till your course." I nodded my head silently, grabbed her soft delicate hands, and walked. We couldn’t prevent ourselves from kissing all the way till there.

We finally reached our destination. I had to leave her now, she knew it. She looked at me again with tears in her eyes, "don’t walk on me now please," she said, "you always leave me and walk all over me without even noticing that you’re killing me each time you do that."

At this point, I was really frustrated, and I said to myself, "so what, she is just like all of her kind, goes for the first bidder. What’s wrong with you?! It’s not your first time to do that! You’ve done it before and will do it again and again." I looked her in the eye one last time, held her really tight that I felt like squeezing her body over and over again and I gave her one last kiss. I kissed her to the fullest that she was completely absorbed and exhausted. That was my technique. That’s how I weakened my victim so I could go away without any resistance. And I did this time, too. I simply left her there and walked away without even looking back, no regrets.

I walked up the stairs calmly and by the time I have reached the door I suddenly and involuntarily stopped. "What have you done?! She must be burning to death by now." So I turned and went back to her, when I found her totally collapsed. She was lying there on the floor crying and burning emotionally. I walked towards her and looked her in the eye again. Only then she smiled. I thought that I have to get rid of her now. It was crazy but that’s what made sense to me by that time, so I pushed her hard that she was lying on her back and a placed my foot on her neck and pressed as hard as I could till she died. Yes, I killed her. I had no regrets. I knew it won’t be a hard job replacing her. I looked at her lying corpse ahead of me and just wondered. Dear cigarette! Do you love me back? Or simply one day you’re going to kill me back…