Love is Pain

Love is pain, pain is love,
I'm over here waiting for you,
I cried so much - no more tears - I am all cried out.
My dreams I had with you, are all gone; broken.
Love hurts you, it breaks you into little pieces,
once your heart is broken,
it is hard to fix it and put it back together
- not letting you trust anyone,
hard to let anybody in broken heart,
scared to cry,
scared to smile,
scared to do anything.
At this point I don't know what to do.
I really can not stand you,
I hate you,
but deep down inside
this broken heart still wants you and needs you.
Why?