Love Hurts

I loved you deeply,
I thought you loved me,
I judged it meekly,
As you betrayed me.

After such a friendship,
I thought I meant more,
But I was just another shift,
Then you showed me the door.

You had me intrigued,
I thought me were forever,
I was stupid to believe,
Any word you said was true.

Your betrayal stung solid,
I thought you really cared,
Why you did what you did,
Wasn’t any dare.

You made me feel so small,
All I did was cry,
Not even did you call,
That was really sly.

Could you not remember,
The good times we shared,
All the laughs we had together,
Really showed you cared….and were there.

You changed and now you’re different,
So much you cannot see,
The choices that you made,
Came between you and me.

You used me and dropped me,
I let you be so sly,
Not knowing any differently,
It was all a lie………

That day we first began,
I will never forget,
Towards you as I ran,
And on that day we met.

Maybe you still care for me,
I shall never know,
But as I carry on gravely,
This is all about to blow……

This is exactly what I wish I could end this………

I will always love you,
And when you grow and mature,
I will be waiting for you,
As if you are my cure.

You hold the key to my heart,
One you’ll never let go,
One day you’ll come back to me,
And then it will show.
But the reality of it is harsh,
It was me the did all the chasing,
In the end though it felt like a farce,
Mainly because of all you’re lying.

I did so much for you,
The sacrifices I willingly made,
That really no other girl would do,
None were appreciated enough

It wasn’t all bad I suppose,
Especially when we were alone,
I believed or chose,
It was if you wanted or even loved me. Ha!

You told me that you could see us forever,
But yet you could so easily end it,
Not even did you want to try…… never,
I’m glad though, in some way for this.

Finding out you cheated by others hurt,
But then you denying it,
I fell for it and believed you,
Now I know the truth……… why did you lie?

When people told me otherwise,
I was in denial and foolishly got tricked,
I really should have dumped you,
There and then but again…………I was stupid.

The things I did for you,
Went unnoticed it seems,
Time I chose to spend just with you,
And your pals not mine.

I gave up time, money, and even people,
It all just for you, love is blind,
Thinking about all the stuff you did,
But for me, nothing.

No words can begin to describe,
All the feelings you’ve put me through,
I wish someone could feel,
Just how I feel now.

Empty words and promises,
I believed as if they were gospel,
Not once did I doubt or fault you,
Even when I was your treadmill for all to see.

Now I’ve cried, screamed and thought,
I know or hope I’ve learnt a vital few lessons,
I’d like to think it’s made me stronger,
But maybe I just wish it has.