Love Or Hate

Love or hate I can’t decide
I will slit my wrists until I die
My love has been poisoned
So I can’t love any more
So now I have the gun to my head
Ready to pull the trigger "bang"
The gun goes off and I have no words left to say
Now I lie here dead as a stone my mouth filled with blood
My heart no longer beating
I am finally dead
I can’t believe what I just did
But it was all worth it in the end
I wanted to end my life because nobody liked me
No one at all
They call me fat and a poser when I no I’m not
I took too many pills to help ease my pain
And now it won’t be the same
Now nobody knows I’m gone
And I’m so glad
Once my family sees me they won’t care
They will just leave me there
So now I’m down in hell
And going to stay there forever
I was never happy with my life
So now no one has to think or worry about me