Love...Depending on Your Look? Chapter 11 (REWRITE)
It was not a dream?! NOOOOO!!!! Dawn played truant and spent the whole day in the park.
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DAWN'S POV
The next day, after having my breakfast, I quickly put on my wig. I had a nice dream last night; I dreamed of Zach and he told me to remove my wig. I did so. When I was dressed, I found Meryl waiting for me in the garden.
"Uhm...Dawn? Can I talk to you for a sec? Please?''
She was looking at me with her, pleading, puppy eyes, which no one could resist.
"Sure..so what dyu wanna tell me?"
"Erm..well..I wanted to apologized for what I've done...you know..erm...well, I'm sorry.."
My eyes were fixed on hers. I eyed her, greatly astonished.
"h-huh?"
I did not expect that from her..
"Uh...I'm sorry.."
Okay, perhaps I should give her a chance?
"It's alright.."
She blushed and looked at feet.
"Thanks.", she whispered softly.
"So..anything to tell me?"
"Uhm..but why are you not letting your natural hair down?"
I was dumbfounded...how did she know? Did my mom tell her? Did I let the door open while drying my hair? Did she sneak in my room?
All kinds of thoughts were traveling in my mind then...Or..was that 'dream' I had true? Oh god!! Please!! Don't tell me that it was all true!!
"What do you mean?", I asked her anxiously.
"Uhm..I mean, why are you still putting your wig on? You know that we all discovered your real beauty.."
I gasped loudly, so loudly and hard that my face wrinkled and I gulped.
"Wait!! Are you telling me that it's not a dream?? Ohhh..NO!!", shrieked, "it-it c-can't b=-be p-possible!", I stuttered.
Really, it was UNBELIEVABLE!!
I ran out of the garden, away from Meryl, from my house, away from her cries, away, away, away...towards the park...
The air brushed against my chubby cheeks, hurting me, I felt pain inside my body, as the hot tears escaped from my eyes. It was a sensation I never felt before..
I bit my lower lip hard and sniffed.
My feet took me to a bench where I sat down.
Anyway, why was I crying?
Perhaps because I didn't want people to discover my real beauty? Or...hey! But did you see, Meryl was SO jealous of me that she even apologized! Wow! So I guessed that incident MIGHT happen again...
I rolled my eyes and looked around me. The fresh, sweet air filtered through my nostrils and entered my lungs; that moment was so precious. Slowly, I leaned my head sideways and landed it on the arm of the bench. Then, I placed my feet on the other arm of the bench and tried to relax. My bag was lying down, open, spreading out my books and my copybooks. My blue marine diary was wide open, and the light breeze flipped the pages over, it was like an invisible hand turning over the pages.
I let out a sigh glumly and looked up in the sky...
It was all blue, the color that I loved, which cleared my mind..yep, you might say I was a fool, a stupid girl or you might think, "What is she talking about?", but no! Whenever I looked up in the sky, all my memories are refreshed, it cleared my mind. That was why I liked the blue color so much, it was an amazing color, a very special one.
When I was little, I used to look at fire, all red and orange. Sometimes even blue. I felt myself burned up inside then. When I was hurt, I always went in the kitchen, lit on the gas stove and stared at the flames for ages, it was like magic, as if the fire cured me and burned my pain...
Anyway, lemme continue...
I was busy looking at the sky, imagining stuffs, like:"I wished I could do magic! Then I could erase the past out of everybody's mind.." or "I wished I were a singer!". Really, I just LOVED to sing. It was completely true, 100%. Perhaps I did not mention it before..
Tiny dark spots came to my sight, not dark, but..it was like it contained some tones in it..try it yourself once, you'll see them...
Or was it my imagination? I blinked and sat upright, my head facing the huge, tall pine tree, which was looking back at me...
I blinked again. My vision blackened. I pressed my eyes hard, until my eyelid wrinkled. My vision went normal..
I guessed it was because of the light of the rays...oh..well..I won't explain it to you, even if I like Physics or which subject could we study light...
Indeed, that time a lot of things were going on in my mind...
Once I even thought of studying...studying? You know what? Well, I've been thinking only of my looks, my beauty, boys, boyfriends..etc...lately. And no studying. But hey, I was a teenager! And well, that's all what a teenager thinks about, am I right? Oh...probably not, some people prefer to do their lectures rather than hanging out with friends or going out with their girlfriends or boyfriends?
My hands reached out my bag and I pulled out a crumpled paper, which was my exam timetable...Hmm....the thirteenth of May, Maths test...oh gosh! Was it that 'circles' stuffs? Oh no! I had to revise..I waned to get good grades, and if you think about it well, it is your grades and your results that depend on your future and your career.
And that makes it clear that I was SURELY gonna revise..and right now?
I wanted to play truant, I wanted it badly...
I stuffed my timetable in my bag and removed my Maths book. Then I quickly flipped over the pages, grumbling some ill-mannered words when I saw the words ' Solving tougher problems on Circle'.
Argh! Damn, why on earth should we know about that 'circle' thing!!
I bit my pen's cover, let out my tongue and tilted my head while writing and solving the problems.
At times, I stopped and admired the park which was full of trees and rare flowers, shining in the sunlight..and you could hear me murmuring, "erm...pie r square..now the area of the smaller one.." or "negative fifty-three minus fifteen", and blah blah blah...
I threw a glance at my watch: eight o'clock..sharp? no, one minute to go until eight o'clock.
I decided to take a short break...I quickly stuffed my book and my pencil in my bag, which I slung on my right shoulder and stood up. I stretched my feet and then took out a little circular mirror from my pocket..should I remove my wig?
'No', I thought, "people will be staring at you!' Actually, it was a voice in my head which said it..maybe my brain?..lol...
I chuckled and started singing 'Gypsy' by Shakira under my breath.
I took a few steps forward and stopped. I was really enjoying that moment alone...even if I did stupid things,,,but try it yourself...you'll enjoy it, believe me...
I scanned the park and closed my eyes. Then, I didn't know what took me; I raised my hand containing my bag, twirled it and, with all my power, I bent my knees, and after a deep breath, threw it high..far away...I turned around myself madly and jumped, hopped, jumped and fell down..
I had the feeling to laugh, and I did so...
I laughed and laughed and laughed until...
I saw a couple kissing on the bench. I wiped out my tears and watched them as I sat down..how I wished me and Dylan were in their place!!
It was then when I realized that the couple was not actually a married couple..it was in fact...Zach's girlfriend and a boy...
She was a brunette, with white-and pink porcelain skin, she was tall, slender, long-legged, sexy...
Then something hit me very hard. I blinked and rubbed my eyes to see if I was mistaken..that boy...dirty blond hair, hot body, handsome!!
And you know who it was...DYLAN!!
Ewww...Dylan kissing her? My lower jaw dropped. My anger rose and tears filled up in my eyes until my vision blurred. I clenched my fists hard and shouted, "NO! NO! NO!", as I stamped my feet on the ground. How could that be possible? How could she cheat on Zach!How could Dylan do this!
I came up with an idea. How about interrupting them? Ha ha!!!!
Slowly, I tiptoed towards them and cleared my throat loudly.
They both looked up, with a mixture of fear and confused expression.
"You", I pointed at the girl,"You.Big. Whore!!"
She gasped and said in her high-pitched voice,"Don't you dare call me that! You have no right to interfere! And you don't even know us!"
I glared at Dylan who seemed frightened to pieces, and grinned at him wickedly.
"Hmmm..I thought you knew me? And, for your information, miss, Zach is my long lost best friend..And I don't think he'll be happy when he'll hear this.."
She gasped and looked at me with wide eyes.
Then I said sternly to Dylan,"And Dylan, I won't be too late to tell this to Meryl."
He seemed pissed and was staring in my eyes, perhaps to make sure that I was joking?
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Love ya all!
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DAWN'S POV
The next day, after having my breakfast, I quickly put on my wig. I had a nice dream last night; I dreamed of Zach and he told me to remove my wig. I did so. When I was dressed, I found Meryl waiting for me in the garden.
"Uhm...Dawn? Can I talk to you for a sec? Please?''
She was looking at me with her, pleading, puppy eyes, which no one could resist.
"Sure..so what dyu wanna tell me?"
"Erm..well..I wanted to apologized for what I've done...you know..erm...well, I'm sorry.."
My eyes were fixed on hers. I eyed her, greatly astonished.
"h-huh?"
I did not expect that from her..
"Uh...I'm sorry.."
Okay, perhaps I should give her a chance?
"It's alright.."
She blushed and looked at feet.
"Thanks.", she whispered softly.
"So..anything to tell me?"
"Uhm..but why are you not letting your natural hair down?"
I was dumbfounded...how did she know? Did my mom tell her? Did I let the door open while drying my hair? Did she sneak in my room?
All kinds of thoughts were traveling in my mind then...Or..was that 'dream' I had true? Oh god!! Please!! Don't tell me that it was all true!!
"What do you mean?", I asked her anxiously.
"Uhm..I mean, why are you still putting your wig on? You know that we all discovered your real beauty.."
I gasped loudly, so loudly and hard that my face wrinkled and I gulped.
"Wait!! Are you telling me that it's not a dream?? Ohhh..NO!!", shrieked, "it-it c-can't b=-be p-possible!", I stuttered.
Really, it was UNBELIEVABLE!!
I ran out of the garden, away from Meryl, from my house, away from her cries, away, away, away...towards the park...
The air brushed against my chubby cheeks, hurting me, I felt pain inside my body, as the hot tears escaped from my eyes. It was a sensation I never felt before..
I bit my lower lip hard and sniffed.
My feet took me to a bench where I sat down.
Anyway, why was I crying?
Perhaps because I didn't want people to discover my real beauty? Or...hey! But did you see, Meryl was SO jealous of me that she even apologized! Wow! So I guessed that incident MIGHT happen again...
I rolled my eyes and looked around me. The fresh, sweet air filtered through my nostrils and entered my lungs; that moment was so precious. Slowly, I leaned my head sideways and landed it on the arm of the bench. Then, I placed my feet on the other arm of the bench and tried to relax. My bag was lying down, open, spreading out my books and my copybooks. My blue marine diary was wide open, and the light breeze flipped the pages over, it was like an invisible hand turning over the pages.
I let out a sigh glumly and looked up in the sky...
It was all blue, the color that I loved, which cleared my mind..yep, you might say I was a fool, a stupid girl or you might think, "What is she talking about?", but no! Whenever I looked up in the sky, all my memories are refreshed, it cleared my mind. That was why I liked the blue color so much, it was an amazing color, a very special one.
When I was little, I used to look at fire, all red and orange. Sometimes even blue. I felt myself burned up inside then. When I was hurt, I always went in the kitchen, lit on the gas stove and stared at the flames for ages, it was like magic, as if the fire cured me and burned my pain...
Anyway, lemme continue...
I was busy looking at the sky, imagining stuffs, like:"I wished I could do magic! Then I could erase the past out of everybody's mind.." or "I wished I were a singer!". Really, I just LOVED to sing. It was completely true, 100%. Perhaps I did not mention it before..
Tiny dark spots came to my sight, not dark, but..it was like it contained some tones in it..try it yourself once, you'll see them...
Or was it my imagination? I blinked and sat upright, my head facing the huge, tall pine tree, which was looking back at me...
I blinked again. My vision blackened. I pressed my eyes hard, until my eyelid wrinkled. My vision went normal..
I guessed it was because of the light of the rays...oh..well..I won't explain it to you, even if I like Physics or which subject could we study light...
Indeed, that time a lot of things were going on in my mind...
Once I even thought of studying...studying? You know what? Well, I've been thinking only of my looks, my beauty, boys, boyfriends..etc...lately. And no studying. But hey, I was a teenager! And well, that's all what a teenager thinks about, am I right? Oh...probably not, some people prefer to do their lectures rather than hanging out with friends or going out with their girlfriends or boyfriends?
My hands reached out my bag and I pulled out a crumpled paper, which was my exam timetable...Hmm....the thirteenth of May, Maths test...oh gosh! Was it that 'circles' stuffs? Oh no! I had to revise..I waned to get good grades, and if you think about it well, it is your grades and your results that depend on your future and your career.
And that makes it clear that I was SURELY gonna revise..and right now?
I wanted to play truant, I wanted it badly...
I stuffed my timetable in my bag and removed my Maths book. Then I quickly flipped over the pages, grumbling some ill-mannered words when I saw the words ' Solving tougher problems on Circle'.
Argh! Damn, why on earth should we know about that 'circle' thing!!
I bit my pen's cover, let out my tongue and tilted my head while writing and solving the problems.
At times, I stopped and admired the park which was full of trees and rare flowers, shining in the sunlight..and you could hear me murmuring, "erm...pie r square..now the area of the smaller one.." or "negative fifty-three minus fifteen", and blah blah blah...
I threw a glance at my watch: eight o'clock..sharp? no, one minute to go until eight o'clock.
I decided to take a short break...I quickly stuffed my book and my pencil in my bag, which I slung on my right shoulder and stood up. I stretched my feet and then took out a little circular mirror from my pocket..should I remove my wig?
'No', I thought, "people will be staring at you!' Actually, it was a voice in my head which said it..maybe my brain?..lol...
I chuckled and started singing 'Gypsy' by Shakira under my breath.
I took a few steps forward and stopped. I was really enjoying that moment alone...even if I did stupid things,,,but try it yourself...you'll enjoy it, believe me...
I scanned the park and closed my eyes. Then, I didn't know what took me; I raised my hand containing my bag, twirled it and, with all my power, I bent my knees, and after a deep breath, threw it high..far away...I turned around myself madly and jumped, hopped, jumped and fell down..
I had the feeling to laugh, and I did so...
I laughed and laughed and laughed until...
I saw a couple kissing on the bench. I wiped out my tears and watched them as I sat down..how I wished me and Dylan were in their place!!
It was then when I realized that the couple was not actually a married couple..it was in fact...Zach's girlfriend and a boy...
She was a brunette, with white-and pink porcelain skin, she was tall, slender, long-legged, sexy...
Then something hit me very hard. I blinked and rubbed my eyes to see if I was mistaken..that boy...dirty blond hair, hot body, handsome!!
And you know who it was...DYLAN!!
Ewww...Dylan kissing her? My lower jaw dropped. My anger rose and tears filled up in my eyes until my vision blurred. I clenched my fists hard and shouted, "NO! NO! NO!", as I stamped my feet on the ground. How could that be possible? How could she cheat on Zach!How could Dylan do this!
I came up with an idea. How about interrupting them? Ha ha!!!!
Slowly, I tiptoed towards them and cleared my throat loudly.
They both looked up, with a mixture of fear and confused expression.
"You", I pointed at the girl,"You.Big. Whore!!"
She gasped and said in her high-pitched voice,"Don't you dare call me that! You have no right to interfere! And you don't even know us!"
I glared at Dylan who seemed frightened to pieces, and grinned at him wickedly.
"Hmmm..I thought you knew me? And, for your information, miss, Zach is my long lost best friend..And I don't think he'll be happy when he'll hear this.."
She gasped and looked at me with wide eyes.
Then I said sternly to Dylan,"And Dylan, I won't be too late to tell this to Meryl."
He seemed pissed and was staring in my eyes, perhaps to make sure that I was joking?
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