Lost Soul

I lay here and cry,
My tears pour like acid rain,
I can feel all the pain,
It's burning inside and out,
I just want to run away,
But I know I can't,
So my thoughts say,
I want to die,
When I was a child,
In fairy tales and make believe,
The world was so much different,
I wouldn't want to leave,
Pain could be taken away,
Dreams could come true,
But now I have grown up
And believe in nothing,
I see how the world really is,
And it kills me,
I find it hard to sleep,
All the thoughts in my head,
I scream ahh leave me alone,
You can't take anything from me,
I have nothing left,
No heart, no soul, no love,
So leave me alone,
You don't know if I will hurt you,
So run as far away from me as possible,
Because I don't deserve your love,
Now I’m standing here on the edge,
Look into my eyes,
And you will see I’m just scared,
So I am now going to leave this world,
I say goodbye,
As I hold this gun to my head,
Now you must save me from myself,
I'm falling will you catch me,
I don't think so I’m sorry I had to do this,
I needed to get away from myself,
It wasn't you,
I don't know who I am,
A lost soul, just lingering around.