~Lost My Memories:-(

My memories is like hell,
I had lots of expectation with my parents, my girlfriend,
In the end everyone forget me,
I was too alone,
I would sit in the dark room,
Just like my memories,
I lost my concentration,
I lost it, everything which I loved it,

No one will help to me,
This time I realize, no one will help me,
I lost it, everything,

Finally I will decide to suicide,
But I can't did it,
Why I am trying to kill myself.....
I will decide forgetting everything.....
I lost my memories which found out inside,
Where is it, my memories?
Which share with my parents, my girlfriend?

Lost my memories,
Lost my memories...