Lost Love---Found

I get an aim saying "hi shy"
I ask who it is
You say Jonathan
At the point my heart skips a couple of beats
I feel like I can't breathe
I'm lost without words
Because I found my lost love
The last time we talked
I broke your heart
& I'm sorry for that
But when you said you wanted to be just "friends"
I felt like I wanted to cry
Because my love once again was lost
We talked some more
We talked basically everyday
My love for you got stronger
& I'm pretty sure yours did to
Because we ended up telling each other
But you was taken
Still my love is lost
We talked for several months just about us & other things that were going on in our lives
I love'd for you to talk to me
I love'd when you would sign on
It took me a long time to realize when I said I love'd you 3yrs ago that I meant it
I realized that it was you that I'm supposed to be with
My love is found
I'm one of the reasons you broke up with your girlfriend
& that is a very BIG reason to me
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I take a breath & dial your number ___-___-____
It rings---rings again---rings again
I hang up I say to my self I can't do this
But then I put myself together & call
On the 4th ring you answer
I say "hi" acting like a complete fool
You say "who is this"
"Shaiane"----you say oh I like your happy
At that point I now something is there
We talk & you make me laugh most of the time & when I have to call you back in 10min I call you Back in 30min & you say "I said 10 min" I just laugh
Because you do want to talk to me
You do want to be with me
& most of all you do love me
My love is permanently found