Lost Child : Introduction

I walked along the frosted beach, my hands blue with cold and my heart hard as ice. No warmth had ever entered my body and I was never meaning it too.

I was a hard twisted teenager girl and that was the way I wanted it to stay. I had no friends, no family and had never had a boyfriend. I lived in a deserted, crumbling flat on the edge of some city and that is what I had called home for 14 years.

I have never cared for anyone and my heart has never felt the pain of love. I have never felt joy or laughter and I am incapable of any other emotions than this. Though that is probably the result of my parents.

When I was born I was not like other babies. I did not laugh, I have never loved my family, I can't even remember them, but over the years I have become more and more twisted. When I was three my parents abandoned me, they didn't understand why I couldn't feel joy or laughter, why I didn't hug them when I was sad or lonely, they couldn't take it anymore, in away its not there fault...but I blamed them for everything.