Lost and Found

Lost, so lost, I've been down, I've been bossed, my hearts numb, my brain dumbed, can't walk away, nothing to say, I can't trust, afraid to lust, wanna hide, no love inside, will it remain, the pain, the fear, I'm scared, bad words, I've heard, as you pitch, you are a bitch, can't concentrate, I hyperventilate, then contemplate, It is not hate, what's left for me, my destiny, nothings changed, your deranged, don't want to fight, your right, so cease, pray peace, your anxiety, its hurting me, I've had enough, of you breaking stuff, Your CRAZY, Be Free!", why, would I, try to keep, a creep?