The Loss Of A True Friend

I never understood what really happened
one second you were here and the other you were gone.
I was only 14 but I believed in you like no one else ever believed in you.
You told me everything; I was like a sister to you.
Within the years, you told me everything you were going through.
I knew where all this was getting at, but no matter I said,
no matter what I was doing, nothing changed.
Your mind was already set; there were nothing I could do!
Now you’re gone, and every minute that is passing by I’m living in guilt.
I’m feel guilty, I feel like everything is my fault.
I knew it, I knew what you were going to do, and I didn’t stop you.
Within the last few days I’ve cried like I never did before.
Every tear I’ve been crying since you left me,
is just a depressing way to remind me that I’ve lost the biggest part of me,
that I’ve lost the only one in who I truly believed.
Every single one of those tear is just a way to remind me that I’ve lost a true friend!