Loosing It!!!

Loosing my mind,
loosing track of time.

Taring out of her arms,
as I run down the streets screaming.

I stop at a park,
as I can hear dogs bark.

I sit and scream,
cry and think about my lie.

I messed up again,
I’ve got a very bad sin,

Living inside of me,
there he lies.

They pull up beside me,
and tell me to get in.

Why cant people see the real me?
My life is like a golf tee...

Getting torn from the ground,
as dirt flies around.

Just as my heart gets torn out,
as blood falls as I shout.

I’m loosing weight, I have to
and I have to get in shape!!

I left um all behind,
am I really that fu**ing blind!!??

I want to run away,
but that’s just what I say.

I need to get away from here,
I have to face my fears!

But he’s gone for good,
so there’s no one to run to where I stood.

I’ve broken my last strand,
and I now cant land.

Tearing down the memories,
wanting to be part of the seas.

I’ve lost it,
I’m sitting in a big dark pit.

So please take my hands.
and hold them in yours.

Tell me it’s alright,
PLEASE!! HOLD ME TIGHT!!