Lonely

As I walk down this road, I'll never know quite,
What could have been if I didn't let her go.
How could I have been so foolish,so dumb, so stupid, so immature.
We thought it was forever, we were so sure.
But now that I made my choice, there's no going back....
She was perfect though, she was everything I lacked.
I can't take this pain anymore, it's too much to bear
I hope I die, I don't even care.
Why the hell did I even try?
It only ended with a painful goodbye.
I think I'm gonna just go to bed
And hope to God I wake up dead.