Living My Dream - Part 3
Heartache...
Mark and I... its still hard to believe we ended up together. I remember the times we met... I would stop seeing everything, thinking about anything but us. He was the kinda guy every girl prays for... but he was so unaware of it... and I found that very attractive.
I had major trust issues... but I did trust him. One day we were happy thinking about spending our lives together.
The next day .... the problems started.
It rained the day Mark told me he loved me and I told him I felt the same. It was also raining the day I told him I didn't want to be a part of his life, that he wasn't the 'one'.
The pain in his voice made me want to burst out in tears, to go to him and tell him how much I loved him.
But there was another part that told me that the feelings between us were making us lose a part of who we were, the fights made us sad...and caused a little too much pain.
That parting ways, although it seemed unbearable, could be for the better.
Being at Rhea's wedding made me think about him even more. I felt guilty, sad, exhausted ... but to top it all... I felt empty. As I heard voices calling me outside I painted a smile on my face and stepped out, only to get lost in the crowd again.
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Hope you like it... would write more soon.
I had major trust issues... but I did trust him. One day we were happy thinking about spending our lives together.
The next day .... the problems started.
It rained the day Mark told me he loved me and I told him I felt the same. It was also raining the day I told him I didn't want to be a part of his life, that he wasn't the 'one'.
The pain in his voice made me want to burst out in tears, to go to him and tell him how much I loved him.
But there was another part that told me that the feelings between us were making us lose a part of who we were, the fights made us sad...and caused a little too much pain.
That parting ways, although it seemed unbearable, could be for the better.
Being at Rhea's wedding made me think about him even more. I felt guilty, sad, exhausted ... but to top it all... I felt empty. As I heard voices calling me outside I painted a smile on my face and stepped out, only to get lost in the crowd again.
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Hope you like it... would write more soon.
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