Little Opening Up is Good for the Soul

In life there are a few basic things human beings need to feel happy. They need love, approval, friendship, and success. Failure is not an option, even if the failure creates something beautiful from a life that would have otherwise been ordinary.

We place so much emphasis on friends. We trust these people that we don’t even actually know, in order to feel the value of ourselves. We rely on them to make us feel like we are worth something and we like the pretty things they say, even though most do not mean it. We tell them all of our secrets and grow to trust them with our lives. Only to figure out that not everyone is like you.

People like me who are very quiet and intensely loyal are very few in this world. It is strange to discover that not everyone cares about other people in the same way. I build connections with many people in my life. I have never been able to guard my heart well and that leads up to many disappointments in my life but in the end - feeling hurt, because someone who I called an "adopted part" of my family betrays my trust is a privilege.

The fact that no matter how many times I get hurt by silly people in my life. I am still able to trust people as I do is amazing. I wear my heart on my sleeve and know that there is a reason for that. I am put on this earth to spread awareness, creativity, and a state of childlike innocence toward love into this world.

No matter who is hurting, I will reach down and help them rise up from the dirt; even if they are the ones who created a sadness that would keep me alone in my own mine for a few moments. I hate people who need to fight, so they can continue to deny that they need help.

Even if I have to give you up in my life, I will let you know what is best for you. I do that because I love you. I love every creature in this world, some more than others that is true, because I am only human. Everyone in this world CAN be good they CAN find their way out of their own darkness. They just need light, forgiveness, and a little bit of help. There is one thing I can promise you… No matter how angry any of you have made me, no matter if I told you I hated you, I do not. I feel love for you and will be here whenever you need me to help you. Even if I am just the person you come to when you have a problem... I promise, I will NOT lie to you even if that is what you want me to do.

I WILL tell you the truth and I WILL tell you what you need to get your life on the right path and what you need to turn your darkness into a light, that hopefully one day will help you reach out to other people even if they have hurt you deeply. No matter what happens, you are not the most important thing in this world. We have to reach out to one another to keep this world from falling deeper into despair than it already is.

I hope that if you are reading this, whoever you may be, no matter what situation you are in, always know there is someone who still loves you. Even if no one else does…This is a one-of-a-kind lesson that I decided, needed to be written down because too few people exist in this world that know how to anger slowly, hurt easily, but keep on loving no matter what. I hope that you find your light and something worthwhile to keep you going. Make your life something beautiful. Help save the one’s that can’t find their way back.