Like It Was

How you doing? It's been awhile
I never knew why or figured it out
We were surely completely in love
But the things we were doing Weren't enough
When I came home and you weren't there
All I came back to was a note here
You wrote your feelings
You wrote you fears
But nothing hurt more
The wet marks from your tears

You wrote that you didn't know why
You've been feeling this way, you've tried
But nothing, no nothing was the same
And you don't know who was to blame

You said you didn't love me
Like you used to before
That our hearts were meant for others
That you knew this for sure
You knew I'd try to stop you
So you left way before
But I'll have to deal with it
Deal with it, I'm sure

I imagined my life
So many years from now
Where you found you're new family
And you live in that fancy house
That you tried and moved on
While I saw by the dawn
Waiting for you to come back
You won't, I know that
You'd grow up, find a man
And he'll ask for you hand
You'd raise the 3 kids
That you always reminisced about

I still look at that letter
And I'll never forget her
And the words that she said
Remain in my head

You said you didn't love me
Like you used to before
That our hearts were meant for others
That you knew this for sure
You knew I'd try to stop you
So you left way before
But I'll have to deal with it
Deal with it, I'm sure