Life of New Beginnings - Chapter 3
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I thought I had built myself up to telling him. I guess not because all my bravery and courage flew right out of the window leaving me a nervous mess.
Damien sat at the head of the bed while I sat at the foot. He's been doing this ever since I wouldn't talk the day I got his brother killed.
Once again, I was overwhelmed by the guilt. I don't feel bad for Macon, no way! I feel bad for the pain that Antonio, Rain, Cedrica, and even Damien feel.
At times I feel like Damien should have left me on the street to die. Sometimes I feel grateful that he took me in and showed me the right type of love. He showed me I could be given love just as well as I give it.
I showed him he can be loved even though he is not human. I showed him he isn't a monster. I-
"Evaligne if this is too much for you it can stop." Damien's voice interrupted my thoughts.
"Huh? Stop what?" I asked.
"Us." He said and a sharp pain like never before assaulted my heart.
"Do you want to stop... us?" My voice came out high and squeaky. My throat was clogged up from the emotion. Has that ever happened to you? Your throat gets clogged up and your chest feels heavy?
Yeah, well that's what I am feeling.
"Of course not Evaligne, but it is obvious you do not want this relationship. At least not right now."
"Of course I do!" I exclaimed. How could he think anything so idiotic?
"Evaligne do not say that just because you don't want to hurt my feelings." Damien said even though I could tell there was a touch of hope in his eyes.
"I am not. Of course I never want to hurt your feelings but right now you are hurting mine." I said. My voice was an echo of my pain and Damien's expression looked guilty.
"Well maybe you need time s-"
"Macon killed Claudia!" I shouted on impulse. Damien's faced turned white with rage. Uh oh...
Damien sat at the head of the bed while I sat at the foot. He's been doing this ever since I wouldn't talk the day I got his brother killed.
Once again, I was overwhelmed by the guilt. I don't feel bad for Macon, no way! I feel bad for the pain that Antonio, Rain, Cedrica, and even Damien feel.
At times I feel like Damien should have left me on the street to die. Sometimes I feel grateful that he took me in and showed me the right type of love. He showed me I could be given love just as well as I give it.
I showed him he can be loved even though he is not human. I showed him he isn't a monster. I-
"Evaligne if this is too much for you it can stop." Damien's voice interrupted my thoughts.
"Huh? Stop what?" I asked.
"Us." He said and a sharp pain like never before assaulted my heart.
"Do you want to stop... us?" My voice came out high and squeaky. My throat was clogged up from the emotion. Has that ever happened to you? Your throat gets clogged up and your chest feels heavy?
Yeah, well that's what I am feeling.
"Of course not Evaligne, but it is obvious you do not want this relationship. At least not right now."
"Of course I do!" I exclaimed. How could he think anything so idiotic?
"Evaligne do not say that just because you don't want to hurt my feelings." Damien said even though I could tell there was a touch of hope in his eyes.
"I am not. Of course I never want to hurt your feelings but right now you are hurting mine." I said. My voice was an echo of my pain and Damien's expression looked guilty.
"Well maybe you need time s-"
"Macon killed Claudia!" I shouted on impulse. Damien's faced turned white with rage. Uh oh...
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