Life Is Still Complicated
Life still sucks, but I’m coping…
Ok so here’s the thing. I got busted with the cutting deal. My mom found out and all so yeah. She said it was just a faze and if she wants to think that then fine with me.
I met a boy at a bible camp. He's now my boyfriend and I lave him, but I haven’t told him about this part of my life. I'm not ready to have him know. Partly because it's not time and partly because I’m afraid he'll use it to hurt me or something.
I did find a friend that used to be depressed too. He even thought about suicide. Yeah met him at bible camp too. The thing is I’m not "healed" persay. I still have those thoughts, I’m still different and i still get down alot. Something’s have changed. I found something to live for. Well another someone. My boyfriend is really good and really patient even when I get in one of those weird places. Even though he doesn't know the whole truth he trusts me. One day I might tell him, but for now I need to keep my head on straight and try to survive school and life in general.
I met a boy at a bible camp. He's now my boyfriend and I lave him, but I haven’t told him about this part of my life. I'm not ready to have him know. Partly because it's not time and partly because I’m afraid he'll use it to hurt me or something.
I did find a friend that used to be depressed too. He even thought about suicide. Yeah met him at bible camp too. The thing is I’m not "healed" persay. I still have those thoughts, I’m still different and i still get down alot. Something’s have changed. I found something to live for. Well another someone. My boyfriend is really good and really patient even when I get in one of those weird places. Even though he doesn't know the whole truth he trusts me. One day I might tell him, but for now I need to keep my head on straight and try to survive school and life in general.
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