Life is Not Perfect - 3

Like always this party wasn’t different, all the famous stars were here even people who I didn’t know. I was drinking, sitting on the bar stool. I saw Justin who gave me a smile and walk towards me.

He lean over and give me a hug ‘Happy birthday princess’ He had a huge smile on his face. Is weird how this is my birthday party and no one have wished me to my surprise he was the first and probably the last person to do so.

‘Drinking a lot? You don’t want to be in the magazine with me again do you?’ He said in a joking voice. I just smile at him as I listen to the two girls beside me speaking.

‘Whose party is this?’ One of the blond girls asks.

‘I don’t know but I think is Jessica’s is her birthday’

‘Jessica? Isn’t she the girl who thinks that she is really awesome and fantastic?’

‘Yeah...That’s who I’m talking about’

‘Did you hear in the latest news that she was drunk in some party with Justin, her boyfriend is so hot! If I was her I would keep my eyes on him.’

‘But her eyes are on someone else’

After saying this they both laugh and I couldn’t take it anymore so I turn around and tap on one of the girls shoulder. She turns around and before she could say or do anything I throw wine at her face.

‘Don’t talk behind people’s back!’ I said and started to walk away but before I could go anywhere camera’s surrounded me and start asking me questions ‘Why did you do that?’ – ‘Do you know her?’ – ‘Are you jealous of her?’........... They continue to ask question as I made my way and ran out of the bar. I look back and some were rushing to the girls with their cameras and some were rushing towards me.

I got in the cab and went home. I hated my life at that moment I didn’t even want to live anymore. I couldn’t believe I had just done that, I was so not like this. I don’t know what is happening to me, I seem to be changing.

When I got home, I had 100 messages. I didn’t bother playing the messages because I was sure that it was from media and if not that than my record companies or my movie directors.

I took a deep breath and went upstairs. I didn’t expect anyone to come here because for media to be here is illegal and I didn’t expect any one else to come. I was sure that no one really cares about how I actually felt.

To my surprise the door bell ring, I didn’t want to answer but it kept on ringing. After a while it stops and I covered my face with the pillow.

I hear a knock on the window. I said before my house is right where the ocean is and even though this house is big (really big) it is not hard for anyone to climb the pipe and come to my window.

But I didn’t bother looking up thinking that it was my institution. The knock comes again and I look up. I jump off my bed when I realize that it’s Justin. I go towards the window and open it. He comes in and I look at him surprise.

‘What are you doing here?’ I ask confuse but I was more surprise than confuse.

‘I just wanted to see if you’re doing okay, you didn’t open your door so I got more worried and decided to climb the pipes.’

After hearing this I go back to my bed. I was just tired of all this and wanted everything to be over.

‘Common is not that bad, I heard what those girls said they were just being a b*tch’ He said lying down beside me on the bed. I was looking at the ceiling and he looks up too.

‘Yeah try telling that to the whole world’ I said pissed. I get up and get a bottle whisky and keep drinking it till Justin stops me.

‘Leave some for me’ He said in a joking voice and then takes a sip from the bottle.

We keep on drinking and I talk about things that I wasn’t sure make sense.

‘You.... when I was little.....my mom loved me.....but...now she hates me and I...found you so HOT’ I said taking another sip from the bottle.

‘You...know...when I...... little I never had....parents....and you’re...you’re....hot’ He said.

I look at him and burst out laughing, he touch my cheeks and starts kissing my lips. I kiss him back...the feeling was sweet and tender, it was soft as our tongue meet I felt the hotness in my body.

I close my eyes and let it happen.....I don’t know how long we kiss or what happen, when I woke up his hands were around me and my head was spinning.