Life I Had...

The life I have will be no more,
The life I had is dripping on my floor,
The wetness feels so warm and
Cool..
But makes me want to cry
Even more..

And yet I don't feel a single thing..
No emotion,
No love, or sadness..
I feel nothing but my own loneliness..

I want to cry,
I want to feel,
And yet I don't really care..
The life I had was so evil and
cruel, but nothing matters anymore..

So I say these finale words I
Speak the finale truth about sad little me..
No matter what will happen,
No matter what I say,
The life I had was not for me..

So farewell dear friend,
I'll see you soon,
I'll go into sleep and I'll never move..

Still as stone,
Hard as a rock,
No air comes in or comes out..
Forever gone, forever dead..
I finally found my happy place..