Life I Can Not Cope

Why must this happen to me?
Why can they all just see!
I’m not no statue,
whom you can lean on for support,
and turn around when I need you most,
and then just coast.

Every time I meet a guy,
he always has to lie!
He'll put his arms around mi waist,
and I think of support
and an actually place,
to where I might belong in this
horrid world.

Then he turns around,
and tells me "
I’m sorry,
I shouldn’t have touched you.
We are only friends,
and I have a girlfriend,
and our love is no lend."

I can only tell him its ok,
I did it too.
When really,
I fell for you!
I do not know what love is,
then I see you,
and its like love is so true.

But yet,
you turn out to be,
just like everyone else.
At least you said sorry,
but still,
you hurt me!
so very deeply.

thank you,
for helping me realize,
their is no hope.
And life,
I can not cope.
I am useless to the world,
and to you.

I love you,
You do not love me back.
One night stand.
No statue am I,
so do not lean on me,
for support,
because when I need it most,
you will not be there.
For I will not accept,
your Apologies.