Life And Death 2

Every one at school said I was a nerd. In a way I was I guessing I was friends with a few girls, boys didn’t look twice at me. I was a straight A student then I meet Alice and EVERYTHING changed, I started wearing make up, drinking and partying. Now boys were more interested in me then ever! I even got a boyfriend things seemed to be great; I had my first kiss as well. I was so happy, but one night Alice wanted to go to a party with random guys. We got there, it seemed fun, we sat there and got drunk, some guy was hitting on me and I barely knew him. I told him I had a boyfriend and I wasn’t interested but he didn’t listen. I stayed close to Alice so nothing bad could happen. The music was so loud you could barely hear anything but the loud steady beat, by now I couldn’t walk straight I had to go to the bathroom walking quickly I got there, there was no lock on the door. I herd someone knock at the door, I hurried up and stepped out. It was the same guy hitting on me earlier, he had harsh cold eyes. I went to walk off and he grabbed my arm, I pulled to get away and he let go, I thought thank God. I also realized this party was out off control, I walked up to Alice to tell her I wanted to go home. She snapped at me and didn’t listen and took another sip of her vodka not worrying about me at all, not even a bit. I realized I had to walk it, would take me at least an hour. I didn’t know how I would explain to my mum and dad why I would be coming home so late when I was meant to be studying at Alice’s for the night. As I walked down that cold dark road I realized how my life had changed, how I wish I stayed with my real friends and never touched alcohol, I heard a car coming down the road I was thinking maybe its Alice coming back for me I couldn’t see the car yet and its head lights were too bright. It was getting closer going ever so fast. It seemed to go faster and faster as it got closer. Suddenly I could see it, and it was Alice and her boys they had come back for me, I was so relived. But they weren’t slowing down for some reason I didn’t know, as the hard metal car hit me the pain struck me every ones voices were mixed up and sounds were blurred. I thought about Alice and her boys and if they were ok, I thought of why they didn’t slow down and I thought of why I ever hurt my self like this. My life could be over and I was only 14 I shouldn’t of had those shots of vodka and maybe I stepped in front of the car myself but I’ll never know because blackness is falling upon me and the voices and my blurred vision is now black. I feel cold and realize that I am now dead. Remember this could have been you so think before you drink…