The Lies Of Truth

I thought id never be able to say goodbye.
I thought id always cry about him at nights.
I thought wrong once again.

For now that man is gone.
He is dead to me.
He told me to kill myself.
He told me go to hell.
Oh god,
how I screamed.
I cried terribly.
For I hadn’t a clue what I had done wrong.
But for later I realized, I had done nothing.
It has been him all along.
And I met a guy,
a guy who does care about me,
and does not lie.
Just like the one had done to me.
He hurt me so bad.
He made me so MAD!!
and I shall never forgive him.
But he has forgot me.
so what am I to do?
I shall forget him.
live on with life.
get the bastard out of my head!!
for I’ve got someone else now.
I love him deep.
the man whom heart me deep had said goodbye one day,
now I know what he meant.
for I am dead for all he knows,
and so is he in my own little world.
He is no longer welcome.
No longer here to say the lies.
The lies of truth.